1 week 2 days

its funny how sometimes life can make a fool out of you. ironic. i used to think some lyrics of songs were just there for the sake of rhyming or just for the sake of being there and had no meaning to it.

^i never knew,
i never knew ,
that everything was falling through^

i just tot this line was just a great way to start of a song. now i really noe wad it means. i really didn't noe. and i shold hav known a long long time ago.

^where did i go wrong?
i lost a fren
somewhere along in the bitterness,
and i should hav stayed up with you all nite
had i known how to save a life^

now i'm really starting to think i lost a fren. and i used to think these lyrics were meaningless. ironic huh.

the only problem is dat i didn't c it coming a long long time ago. i really should have known how.

come to tink of it, i did ask myself b4 wad if it really did arrive,
and dat i cld either give it up now, or continue
i chose to continue.

but after dat, i really didn't noe how to.

i week 2 days and still counting