what is happening now, has left me without anything to say.

today was an extremely busy day for me. in the morning the indonesian visitors came to our class, and trust me, being the shyshy girl i am, you can imagine what sorta happened. hehheh
and mr lee was kinda.. umm. enthusiastic with the pressence of the visitors, probably a good thing. i cracked up when geraldine and yeheng were screaming at random intervals.
haha kent was like, "kristie! why you keep laughing?"

and then the amkss invest,
HOW IN THE WORLD AM I GONNA DANCE IN THOSE COURT SHOES.
my feet hurt real bad now. blisters forming. its even worse then moe excel fest.
amkss was pretty interesting but the location was.. wait for it, wait for it, ISOLATED.

dear missing person,
lets just said i've tried to make things as easy as i could for you.
i know so many stuff are clouding your mind now and its so freaking obvius im trying to help you to the best that i can.
i know you have many friends, you don't need me.
but, who was the one who picked you up when you were falling apart?
i guess you can say im being overly sensitive.
maybe i am.
but then again, i dont wanna care about you anymore.
you let me down time and again.
dont just say sorry, because you're not.
you apologised too many times.
and you dont learn your mistakes at all.
im not gonna continue accomodating with your twisted moodswings.
hot and cold.
im sick of it.
when you ---- my ---- ----, honestly my ----- hurt more than my ----.
figure out what the blanks mean.
i bet you dont know.
so many things you dont.
thats it.
you, are no longer part of the reson why i am glad i have someone to confide in.
you, can just go on and have fun.
you, dont matter to me anymore.
you, are not a friend.
and never was.

i dont think you'll read tis though.
because you dont care.