sleep well/

hello.

whew, just a few more days and im prolly gonna get wild.
oh and i passed my violin!!!
its like the greatest thing ever.
whoohoo/

this has given me a push to live my life as a travelling musician but aish, i'll prolly be broke. but, whats a career without passion anyways?

so maybe i shall dedicate my life to passion, not wealth or banknotes.
even if it means i may not have any savings at all, but yeah, kinda worth it.

hmm, chinese is succha joke.
english was pretty okay
hist was kinda smooth i guess
maths was fine, except for that FIRETRUCKING 10 MARK TRIGO QUESTION
annnnnd, science.
is out to get me.

science sucks la.

sianzxc.

but at least there's still like paper one to pull my results up.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
actually now im quite unsure if i should carry out my evil plan.
time has been running out for me.
so if i carry it out on the 15 oct, its not gonna work.

yeah maybe i have no faith in myself.
but sometimes, you keep trying and trying,
and each time failure hits you like chrisbrown
and you get so afraid of trying,
you rather just sit and watch how things play out.

i wouldnt say its a fantastic movie,
because obviously nothing much happens,
but lotsa things happen in my mind.

sometimes i cant help but think.

like,
"why is it that i ______?"

or,

YOUR FREAKING THOUGHTS ARE SO HARD TO DECIPHERRRRRRRRR.

hmph.

lets just say that im observant.
but its hard to you know, uhh, "observe" you?
anyways,

life can just go on as it is.

and it wouldnt be much different.