six on the second hand, two new year's resolutions.

wow. it has been a year. ive grown up quite alot.
looking at life in the rearview mirror, i did notice that ive changed quite a bit.
for better or worse?
ive yet to decide.

so, ive learnt so much this year. through experiences. and heartache.
circumstances have altered my perceptions of things.
my thinking has changed.

have to admit, this year has been eventful. its like so many things happening simultaneously.
and i was tired of all these nonsense.

but like i always say, dec makes up for the rest of the horrible year, :)
sd smiley face
heehee :)

gala dinner, byebye 202, byebye seniors, homecoming, aussie, kaleidoscope, inception, jayvian and rayvian, byebye bruno, orientation, n2d2, mye, eoy, bs outings, ustudios, twitter,

heh random ramblings.

i wonder if the rest of the world regrets leaving 2010 just like that. all the past mistakes.
lets be frank, there are many acts i regret commiting, and countless more i regret NOT doing.
this year started with a BANG and then it sorta simmered down and in the middle it started to go all wrong and messed up and there were anxiety breakouts and yeah yeah those emo blogposts. and regret, and lost friendships.

haiy. it has been an absolutely bad year.

flipping through the 'black book' most of my writings were filled with negativity. :P

on a brighter note, lets talk about the best things of 2010!

10th: another year with 202!
9th: RYAN REID STORY! :DDDD
8th: Ls heart to heart talks. and random hanging around after school.
7th: going to ustudios!
6th: a happening school life :D (gala dinner!)
5th: passing my violin exam!
4th: making that one friendship i will never ever forget.
3rd: Jayvian and Rayvian
2nd: going to Aussie!
1st: getting outta the whole 'unstable phase thingy' HALLELUJAH!

PRAISE THE LORD FOR BRINGING ME THROUGH THIS HORRID YEAR.
He will never, ever forsake me. :)
and in 2011, he will always be by my side.

Bests of 2011

Movie: Inception!

Food: Beef from Aussie. yummy. oh and ahma's cooking! its always the best.

Book: ummmm heh idk :(
Show: OMGOMG paris hilton's my new bff! himym! the mentalist!! :D jiu xiang lai zhe ni, playful kiss, you're beautiful, simpsons, spongebob squarepants and the best show ever goes to............................WA MENG TI, WA MENG TI.

Song: darn, this is hard. :(
10th: BABY (i hate to admit this)
9th: CLUB CANT HANDLE ME
8th: JUST THE WAY YOU ARE
7th: JUST A DREAM
6th: LIKE A G6
5th: TEENAGE DREAM
4th: BREAK YOUR HEART
3rd: OMG
2nd: TIC TOCK
1st: TELEPHONE

dance music ftw!

if i were to list the things i regret, it would be the same thing over and over again, just on different levels of regret?
i really really really wished things turned out differently, but who knows what will happen in the future?

2011, im afraid, but God is always with me, so i shall rely on Him to bring me through another year.

okay, wine and dinner at uncle jl's house later :)
pork knuckles and honey baked ham and salad and pasta and who knows what.
ah yes, WINE!
its gonna be awesome!

HAPPY 2011 WORLD!!