putting things into perspective

today i spoke to gordon and we talked for pretty long and talked about loads of stuff and i guess he's right. its time i took some solid steps and that i should 'begin with the end in mind' yeah sounds corny i know, but its true. i have to make some concrete steps in order to go where i want.

im gonna have to work real hard now to get where i wanna be. im considering all options and i believe God will always find a way for me. i gotta learn how to trust Him more.

i wanna live a life from a new perspective,

how many times have i said this only to switch back to the 'argh help' mode?

this time im really gonna start living from a new perspective.

no more self pity or or or procrastinating or zoning out or giving up that easily.

i miss gordon and giogi so muc, and we made a pact to meet up in vjc so im gonna just go all the way out. i can do this.

whether is violin or academics or whatever, its time i did some adjustments to my horrible mindset.

Trust in Him.

:)

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