lambda

yknow how the things you thought will never change ended up getting eroded away by time, by feelings, by perspective by ppl? its like how you always believed that nothing was gonna improve the situation that you'll learn how to live with it for the rest of your life. cuz you know it. you've seen it in movies, heard it in songs, seen in the form of shadows of ppl's eyes. you know it happens, you know its happening to you. somehow you learn to deal with it, you learn to accept it, take it for what it is. because thats how life is and too bad for you and so you suck with it. and so slowly, you learn. its hard but you learn.

all the things you never thought you would feel you felt.
all the thoughts you never thought you'll think, you've thought.
all the songs you thought you'll never compose, you did.

its life in a whole new experience.

time erodes and you find yourself finally getting better. and the situation finally improves. you've found new wonders, found new skies, found new songs to sing, found new reasons to live.

its like you've found a new you.
amazing stuff. you're finally convinced. things are looking up.

and things seems to be extremely fine now.
you feel normal and yeah, you're happy.

but seems like you find yourself standing back at square one.
tell me what to feel
tell me what to think
this ship that i was anchoring on
has started to sink.

true story.