What is up!!!!

Nobody hi 5s me :( anyhoo.

Let's just say for the past months I made my best decision yet, a few days ago. Kinda got my wake up call from you and I realised there wasn't any point of running in circles all the time in my mind. It's draining and so very tiresome. But then again you get used to it cuz after a long period of time its sorta ingrained in you, like being a part of you so much so it feels strange and untrue to decide to feel this way. But you can't keep living this way. Self pity is gonna kill you and so is accepting how pathetic you are. But taking inspiration from barney stinson you realise there's so much more to feeling that emptiness every night before you sleep. I'm still trying but I won't give up that easily because if you can do it, I'm gonna take after you, I'm gonna learn from you and please don't make me return to square one. Some things I can't bear to throw can't bear to leave but I believe.. that you're gonna help me out.

Stop there, and let me correct it,
I wanna live a life from
A new perspective
You come along cuz I love your face,
And I admire your expensive taste.
PANIC! oh mann, brendon urie getting married! :(
Oh haha btw my guitar is called brendon! After brendon urie and brandon flowers!
Learnt a few chords today yay!

I may not be there but I know I'm on my way.