Heartstopper

I'm positive every one of us has at least 'dictionaried' our own names to find out the supposed meaning of our names and most of the time when you reflect on yourself the differences are pretty obvious. Well, Kristie is quite a common name but you don't get many Kristies spelled like mine. (pls agree I need to feel special D:) mostly its: Kristy, or Christie, or Christy.

Anyhoo today after my Chinese paper I had a startling revelation. I have the best Chinese name ever it goes smth like...............xinting and when you translate this magnificent name to English its....

HEARTSTOPPER WHAT IS UP!
CMON GIMME A COMPUTER SCREEN FIVE!
genius I'm telling you my mum is genius. So from now on you can call me heartstopper baby!

And yes there's smth I'll like to say about the Chinese paper. Even though I can't read most Chinese characters, I'm pretty sure I know how to sense what the passage is about and lemme tell you, today 2 passages were about coping with sadness and despair. Other than that I don't see how we can learn from the passages exactly how to cope with all that. Don't have to be reminded what it feels like to be sad. And reminded of trying to get out of that sinkhole but then forgetting it because letting it be is easier than trying to stop feeling sad. It's almost a habit to be sad yknow so really it doesn't matter, its been so long anyway..  So familiar its a comfort to actually be sad. It's so much easier so pls don't tempt. Don't want to be reminded how familiar it feels and falter. Don't have to be sad again. So pls come up with more enlightening passages.

'Don't lie to yourself. Lie to everyone else instead. It's more fun that way.'
-Brendon Urie

My sentiments exactly.