boredom is contagious

WASSUP HOMIES Nah I kid anyway I can't decide if Xfactor is a good reality show or a one that's so bad, its good. It's quite scripted and fake, if you ask me but its SO DARN ENTERTAINING I JUST LOVE WATCHING IT. Demi is adorable as a judge but LA is so um, his comments are so... One kind. TREVOR MORAN IS SO CUTE AHHH I can't stand it HAHAHA he's so bubbly and bouncy and a bundle of joy what's there not to like? I hope that kid goes really really far. So ytd my estate had this flea market thingy and it was really small scale la the best part were the cotton candy and popcorn somehow I ended up with cotton candy in my hair and had a Katy Perry moment.
Hm to be honest I'm really glad I'll be leaving Xms with no regrets. Idk mann regrets will haunt and gnaw at your conscience even if you aren't the one to blame. And it messes everyth up in the future why spoil smth untainted and so full of potential with your personal ghosts? That's just my take. To be honest if things didn't fall into place I'll be ashamed of my complete lack of bravery. A few weeks ago I asked RR if I changed from 4 years ago (obviously yes) and how and she said a list of things, some even I didn't realise about myself. Sometimes I think she knows me better than I know myself hmm. This blogppst is so entirely boring gosh I'm so boring I promise I'll get mah groove and jam back on. Actually I'm pretty retarded (but more of pretty HAHA WADDUP) BUT W H A T E V S too much of my awesomeness needs to be balanced out with my inner loser. Today's the last day I can savour my darling mooncakes until another year of separation. :( sniffles. I miss church pls grant me the strength to survive another week Lord! In the meantime......... It's TIME TO GET MAH JAM ONZ. x.

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