the heart wants what it wants

So after rounds of consultation I've finally decided on my choices. Funny how I was bloody sure of tp's psychology but its a do or die... But gosh its like my mindset has been flipped and inverted and totally messed up cuz being the very pathetic realist I am I have to enter uni and taking the poly route does not guarantee a place in uni. And yet I highly suspect that I'm a poly person. But get real kris you can't do school for nuts, guess I gotta be a victim of this unforgiving education system for 2 years aka having my guts slowly ripped out aka studying aka A levels. It's not a matter if I can make it through but a matter of I have to make it through. It's gonna be tough but I gotta try. Idk if i'll regret letting poly slip by..... But gosh I'm secretly hoping i'll end up in psychology in tp or whatever poly courses. Chances of it happening? Well I could do the math except that I won't. The heart wants what it wants. A part of present kristie will always loathe future kristie for what's to come for letting a really good chance pass me by. Aye.

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