my life a few days back

So i guess today concludes the end of my JC life. A02 surprised me with a cake and ice cream smash today haha I was honestly so touched.
Anyhoo:
1) I now own a MAC
Call me hipster but apparently Mass Comm needs it and god its so complicated I'm still figuring out how to use it I need to overcome that technological barrier in my mind. On the bright side I can now do covers and by covers I mean tryna look okaye on cam while trying to sound relatively good while playing the uke AND ALL THESE COORDINATION DAYUM

2) have visited the doctor thrice in the past month. I haven't really gotten rid of all the germs since the month started :l I can feel them hovering within my bloodstream....
3) 17
I'm 17 now yay but honestly I don't feel any different... Maybe the novelty has worn off.. or just become jaded la. but it was nice celebrating with the ppl I cared about. And I got pretty rad stuff too esp the painting belicia gave me. It's up on my wall now :D

One more thing, I really do miss writing well.. nowadays I'm just a jumble of lackluster words that carry no weight, no soul no impact.. I hope I get my groove back I really do. Afterall its what defines me, what good is a writer without her craft?

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