muse

honestly speaking I have never considered myself an artist. Firstly, I don't do art, secondly, I am undeserving of that title and lastly, I don't even know what constitutes an artist. Always felt that was a thin line between being pretentious and being artistic and I do get carried away sometimes and it's so disgusting when I'm being pretentious and shit when it comes to artsy stuff. Be it music, film, literature, photography, theartre. Is poetry considered art? Are words considered art?? Idk mann these are tough questions my brain cannot answer anyway skl0 said smth about youth these days creating art with only the aesthetic appeal which I found was very true. Said that she's sick of seeing so many beautiful art pieces with no story no meaning and ppl look at it and think 'oh this is beautiful' but there's no meaning behind it and I felt that was quite true yknow and like how I write poems with the sole lame pretentious purpose of being haunting or interesting or just to flaunt my handiwork but honestly that's quite stupid cuz I don't write about issues or convey stories am I considered voided??? I don't even try to be relatable and it made me rethink my writing and stuff. But then again are artists overrated? Some are clearly talented la but what about those contemp artists with artworks like a blank canvas and maybe just a line or a dot on it and a long thorough description of the piece, is that still considered art? Maybe. But art w/o talent perhaps? I guess it's easy to create 'art' but to create art with meaning and aesthetic appeal requires more than just 'new age/ modern' perspective. To blend and involve both aspects would be a success I guess? But that's just my take interesting inspiring talk thank you skl0 it would be an honor to work with you one day (a girl can dream) xx