when you feel like an ocean made warm by the sun

finally went back to xms after 6 months. shared this little analogy (?) with hj and sh and compared xms to a small town where everyone knows everyone, no drama, peace and familiarity exists. But after awhile you just kinda get suffocated and tired of the mundane life. It is a happy place but hardly satiable   still I am completely grateful for the ppl I met here. And even though it didn't prepare me for the big bad world out there it gave 4 awesome years and I thinks it fair enough. I guess you could survive anywhere, as long as you're comfortable with yourself, whatever the environment.