swoon

finding myself behaving increasingly like Ted almost to the point of embarrassment but I am hopeless so lemme cling onto whatever signs the universe is shoving in my face (or at least i like to think so) anyway right after i tweeted 'the place where dreams come to die' THIS ANGEL FROM THE HEAVENS WALKED RIGHT INTO MY LIFE oh my goodness I can't rmb how exactly his face was arranged but i rmb his features and i couldnt help but second glance (third, fourth, fifth) and when he opened his mouth I was just woah gone. gone in a heartbeat. Like conversation just flowed so smoothly and when he asked 'does this happen a lot?' and waited for me to give a puzzled look before explaining what he meant AND YES CONVERSATION IS SEXY and he asked if i worked full time or part time NO. NO. NO. YOU DO NOT DO THIS TO UNSUSPECTING DELUSIONAL KIDS WHO ARE DYING FROM WORK oh my goodness he was so charming and handsome and so adorable and i am so creepy BUT I SWEAR AFTER THAT EXCHANGE I AM JUST SWOONING. like he said he came 2 weeks ago in uniform and bought the exact same thing he did today LIKE HOW DO YOU EVEN RMB DETAILS SO VIVIDLY FROM 2 WEEKS BACK I CANT EVEN RMB WHAT HAPPENED YTD OK from this i can conclude i am a major creep and i read too much in to my daily insignificant occurrences but whatever these momentary love affairs are heartbreaking i shoulda asked him what school he was from when he mentioned school uni (but why would you mention your outfit?) sigh sigh chocolate toffee i have to meet you again