the first time in 13 years i get to be the only child again haha it feels quite odd yet strangely satisfying (i am actually enjoying this) anyway my folks and I went to the salvation army today to donate some of our old clothes, we had like a total of 5 bags?? and wow the place is huge the family store is like a run down ikea and there is pretty much everyth inside??? i even saw wedding gowns LOL gonna get mine from there cuz I'm cheap HAHAHAH but guess what MY DAD FOUND THE BOOK THEIF AND ITS A FREAKING HARDCOVER AND THERES EVEN THE PRICETAG ON WHICH SAYS 40.90 FROM KINO AND THEY'RE SELLING IT FOR 5.90?!?!?!??!? DONT THINK JUST DO got it for RR haha my paperback one doesn't even look that fancy. :p We then headed to the National Museum (pretentious hahahaah) and the buildings all look very regal but sigh i have to say i was kinda bored maybe i can't appreciate sg history but i esp enjoyed the fashion instalment like wow the cheongsams were very vogue hmm. There was also a food and film one too they screened a vid of a step by step guide to making laksa and the ppl who came up with this idea are devils like now my standard of laksas have increased drastically and if i don't find one that surpasses that standard i don't think i can ever eat laksa w/o feeling shortchanged. and in the film exhibit they had those red thick curtains and i wrapped myself with them and left my head sticking out so its just my head in a sea of red HAHAHAH i am 17 i need to grow up but when a chance like that comes by you don't let it slip!!! We had dinner at YMCA which was nearby my mum said she and my dad used to go to the Macs at YMCA for dates and all LOL cheesy but too bad its closed alr haha and damn it reminded me so much of taiwan, staying in the YMCA hostel i wish i could go back there i honestly wouldn't mind living there. Im going back to Wesley tmr, kinda excited heh haven't been there since I was 5/6/7??? I might go there for service too tho overall great day being the only child i need attention and love thanks

heard some incredibly good news from YH and I'm so immensely happy for him and I can't help but compare myself with his situation and I realised I really suck at this HAHA i have no cell of an idea how this works like what i think is great is actually pretty lame (or creepy, or vague) i need to re evaluate all my actions and reassess myself before its too late (it probably is alr LOL)