lying next to you, wishing i could disappear.

i think what tosy said was true.
drown your sorrows in food.
funny thing is that with every bite, i think about you.

talk, talk is cheap,
gimme a word,
you can keep.

i wonder if you ever noticed that. because i do.

staring outside looking at the rain drops sliding off the windows.
reminds me how easily you let it slip.
raindrops hit my file as i bend my head down,
seems like im crying.

im at the right place at the right time,
just with the wrong feelings.

can i just disappear?
because even if i do,
you'll never notice.
would you?