november

ANYEONG IM BACK

november was kinda average i guess. the first few weeks were spammed with choir practices, met up with cairo a few times. good enough.
subject combi results, were okay. my first choice LOL
and helping out at the childrens' camp in church was AN EXPERIENCE.
i can imagine like 20 years down the road, belicia and i will be taking over our mums' place.
woah, looks like its smth we were alr expected to do!
teacher kris and teacher belicia.
WAHA.
uke lessons commenced, way cool.
the folks there were like cool.
coolcoolcool.

annnnddddddd today,
was clique outing!
fantastic!
we complement each other dears~

bought all my textbooks alr.
whoo.
cant imagine what it would be like next year.
classlist out tmr.
D:

dear Lord,
Please have mercy on me.
Amen

please dont lemme be in the same class as you.
ahh.
its expected la,
what was i thinking?
once again i set my hopes too high.
but yeah, you had fun didnt you?

okay, enjoy life while you can before next year comes gushing towards you and you get drowned once again.

okay.
bye.
farewell. its the last time.

do you know where your heart is?

do you think you can find it?

ANYEONG~

noireul pogoshippuh.

Sarang,
KNXT

hello.
korean is cool.
my picture of lee hong ki is kinda screwed?
ohwells.

let me share a secret with you.













maybe not.

hoho.
i dont mind the distance though, im really fine with it.
dont ask me why i dont wanna come around.
honestly.
im not interested?

aish. i have like the whole of nov and dec to fix myself before school starts and im in for another round.
here we go again.
i kinda wanna be more than friends.

but, my friend,
these are just my humble opinions.
just thinking about the whole situation wont solve anything?
putting your plan to execution.
ah, that makes the difference.

lets look at my progress so far.

hmm. situation? checked.
hmm. thinking of a plan? not really.

i cant be bothered now.
ah.

im looking forward to choir, at least it keeps me from sinking further?
yeah.

now i can finally understand her feelings.
okay.
self pity.
no self pity for you, kris.

okay.

anyeong~

anyeong

i need you to understand

I know its not your fault, but I’m a locked door
And inside I’ma mess by someone before
And I wish that I, I could find a key
To unlock all the things that you want us to be
Let me open up and start again,
But there’s a safe around my heart
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart
And that’s why I need time.
I said I need you,
I need you to understand, you, you, you (x2)

Call up the locksmith,
Tell him we need him quick
We’ve got a million keys,
None of them seem to fit
While you’re on the phone,
call up the clocksmith,
Cuz I could use some time,
Even the slightest bit
Let me open up and start again,
And break this safe around my heart
I don’t know how to let you in,
And that’s what keeps us apart
And that’s why I need time
I said I need you
I need you to understand, you, you, you (x2)

I’m thinking now’s the time,
Maybe its time to go, if I gave you my heart, be gentle,
I’m tired of laying low, lets give the world a show
And when you know, you know,
And when you know, you know, you know
And when you know, you know, you know, you know
And that’s why I need time
I said I need you,
I need you to understand, you, you, you (x2)
I need you to understand (x4)
I need you (x3)
I need you, you, you

ahhhh

ah. is that so?

ah.

cairo came to choir today. :)

you wouldnt know how happy i was.

haha, there's no choir tmr so i guess.......

ah...slack?

hmm, im looking forward to my dreams every night.

i just need smth to take me away from reality now and then.

ah, regret. regret. regret.

its slowly enveloping my being.

clouding up my mind.

:(

its not a good feeling.

ah.

its making me feel........

ah.

its like im not with me.