dont die on me

AH NO THE HORROR. ah no please attach
its cny in a few days time
somehow the 'excitedness' level has somewhat dropped and im having mixed feelings now

its back again. the same vicious cycle on repeat mode.

somehow im looking forward to choir. weird haha.

cheesy merlion haha i cant get over it.

sleep helps.

but somehow dreaming about the things im trying to forget is not helping.

CAN YOU PLEASE ATTACH TO THE EMAIL THANKS.
try again tmr.

ohwell its hard to take your advice in. its like the hard truth? lol. but i guess youre right. time can destroy everything. including my courage. i was never the brave one. maybe thats why things are as it is at this point of time. but thanks anyway. its was good to just let everything out.

we all have ghosts.