the good/bad day

ah, i have to say ytd was the most painful day of my life.

dear casey abrams,
no one is as talented as you are. you're the first to bring nirvana to the idol stage, you kissed j-lo, you played a different instrument each week, i love your growling and your beard and i believe you deserved to win idol. i look forward to beautiful talented music from a beautiful talented musician like you.
love,
kristie.

the royal wedding like a bit......... like a church service?
haha, prince william kept smiling to himself like armchio haha so cute. but he's balding at an alarming rate.
GOD SAVE THE PRINCE.

the day we are given to waste

its elearning and i wished i didnt stay in bishan because their eating at buangkok macs! :( sad
maybe i should ask shaun go eat smth more awesome than wendy's HAHAHA

i wonder who gets ousted from idol tonight.

can you read my mind

ah, im not giving myself much expectations. i see you've given up. about time.

pls help me pass chinese or i can just migrate to america and stay there forever.
its the royal wedding tmr! imagine having a wedding televised to the world world, so.... impersonal la. why cant they have a private wedding? after all he's the prince and yesh im gonna marry his brother. honestly, i would gladly settle for a private wedding at some unknown place. okay i hope sg's future is not gonna change drastically because its gonna be hard adapting and no likes change. we all find comfort and familarity with the usual things we encounter everyday. it is like an assurance. that nothing turns your life inside out. or maybe its just me LOL.

hi i finally have msn after 15 years.

ng.kristie@hotmail.com

add me if you want and i will be shy
:3

no seriously. ._.

IDOL TIME!

TEEHEEHEEHEEHEE

ytd was crazy la.

HAHA I SAW TABLEMATE HOW AT TRAFFIC LIGHT SIOL. WITH HIS DAD SOMEMORE HAHAHAHA.

went for tuition then went to ahma's house for kayden's one month! they have easter eggs there haha ahma gave me two so sweet right. kayden is so small........ cant believe that in july, it'll be the twins first b'day alr. time really flies. anyways, bused to j8 with ting and went to get ian best partner's present and wee jia jia's present. ting and i had a marvellous time strolling around fantasizing about our future marriage plans HAHAHAH bieber and prince harry TEEHEE.

came back home and mugged and ting tied a gaga bow on my head and that can be my halloween outfit. hoho

jogged around in the park at night and some ppl were singing mr brightside and yesh i almost died. :(

stefano is out! sadface.

its somebody's b'day tmr!!!!!!!!

its a fever you cant deny.

time flies.

hello, i hope everyone will be nice and wont blame us for the results we recieve for myes.
we're all trying our best so put your paws up.
haha no link!

i wonder wonder wonder how you felt after watching it. please tell me you finally opened your eyes. because its still not too late for redemption.

however having said that,
im living a life from a new perspective
AND YOU COME ALONG BECAUSE I LOVE YOUR FACE
AND I ADMIRE YOUR EXPENSIVE TASTE


ahhhhhhhhhh you never know what God has in store for you.

happy good friday!

you seem like a happy kid.

i have exceedingly weird dreams. like random and have totally no relation to my present life. most of the time these dreams are those kind of dreams that stuff happen that will never happen in reality but it feels so darn real i get confused sometimes. if it really happened or if it just belonged to a pigment of my imagination. or maybe not imagination because it would sound wrong if i were to say i imagine these situations surfacing. most of the time, i dream of stuff i secretly think about in the day. well i wouldnt say secretly but like 'subconciously'? i have no idea how my brain functions but yes that is what happens to me. i can subconciously think of stuff im trying so hard, desperately to forget. and when im asleep and my heart holds no defense, my mind starts churning out the stupidest dreams ever that leave me lost. and speechless. crazy stuff going on.

picture this.
its the final paper of the year, this very paper determines the rest of your life. the roads you will take and those you will never.

take a deep breath, you flip the first page and you are stumped.

a single question greets you.

'There will be someone you can never get over in life.'

True or false? Support with evidence and elaborations to illustrate your opinion.

well, all i can i say is i hope it never happens to me. not the question, but the situation. because if it does, it would be a very very sad life.

myes are nearing.

'this is it' is real nice. :) okay i shall sleep.

THE SCRIPT.

oh yeah random post but the script is awesome whether or not i attended the concert.
teehee.
(i obviously did not)

omgzxc i hope clement comes back soooooooon!!!!!!

sota is lovelyyy ohmy i wanna live there!

it all feels so surreal.

a few months ago i would have thought this would be impossible.
but today we made history, its a wondrous feeling. being part of this lifechanging moment.
who would have thought we could ever reached gwh?
THE FIRST TIME XMCHORALE HAS ATTAINED A GWH.
i feel like im dreaming.

i dont ever wanna wake up. :D

we cried, we sang, we felt, we touched and we gave.

we're one.

XMCHORALE' 2011.

its a beautiful day

homecoming sorta lacked that 'oomph' feeling this year. after like two hours into homecoming i just felt really drained. and thank God theres an empty classroom to catch some shut eye. well hopefully next homecoming would be much more interesting. our combined store had pretty brisk business. haha the nerf guns are really wicked! theres like one which is 0.9m long! haha lim boo boo is so lucky! we're so gonna have a nerf war during teh june hols. so stoked! :D OHWELLS it was great while it lasted :)

this is like the best christian song ever

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.

And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

stop there and let me correct it.

i wanna live a life from a new perspective.

yess i will. no more going back on my words.

yay homecoming tmr maybe can see some seniors heh.

school is FUN FUN FUN FUN. hahahaha even though there are times when i will suddenly shut down. and stone. im not exactly tired though, its the thinking that makes me so very exhausted. but im starting to let my mind wander off to lesser unnecessary places, and i guess its a blessing?

time will tell.

haha, last years homecoming was hilarious. ayecandeees ftw. like 304thewind. haha.

funny how life plays out in the ways you least expect it too.

NOWHERE TO GO BUT GOING OUTTA MY MIND IN ENDLESS CIRCLES

Watch my life,
Pass me by,
In the rear view mirror
Pictures frozen in time
Are becoming clearer
I don't wanna waste another day
Stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

Yeah...

[Chorus]
Cause I want you,
And I feel you,
Crawling underneath my skin
Like a hunger,
Like a burning,
To find a place I've never been
Now I'm broken,
And I'm faded,
I'm half the man I thought I would be:
But you can have what's left of me

I've been dying inside,
Little by little,
No where to go,
But going out of my mind
In endless circles,
Running from my self until,
You gave me a reason for standing still

[Chorus]

It's falling faster,
Barely breathing,
Give me something,
To believe in
Tell me: It's not all in my head

Take what's left
Of this man
Make me whole
Once again

[Chorus]

I've been dying inside you see
I'm going out of my mind
Out of my mind
I'm just running in circles all the time
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?
Just running in circles in my mind
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left
Will you take what's left of me?

lets start all over

i guess the week has passed pretty fast. i cant rmb most of it anyway.

monday, new baby cousin!
dental on tuesday.
wednesday............ oh i saw jayy ohh! :D teehee.
ive been running in circles in my mind.
its the thinking that kills.

thursday...........

haiy, i really wanna do well too y'know. there are so many things i wanna get it right. not just doing it well, but making it one of the best.

i want invest'11 to be the best invest ever.

but its not like i dont ever wanna play as well as they can. i would never ever give up on brentz. thats just retarded.
but honestly, i dont even have time for studying much less practising.
heck, i dont even have time for myself!
trust me, i will work out a plan. and i will find time or make time to practise. i will.

friday is the best day of the week.
most of the time. went to njc today. and funny things happened at the comp lab. tsktsk.
switched classrooms with 305.
and walked to the busstop with kawee and gerald. funny thing was, when we were at the overhead bridge, 55 zoomed past, so we walked super slowly. then at the busstop suddenly kawee was like 'EH!' then we saw 55 zooming past and yes its all gerald's fault that we missed two bus. the third bus was the double decked. then when gerald alighted, kw and i pranked/spammed him with the same texts hahahaha hilarious okay.
reached home at almost 9pm..........................

after nine painful months i think i finally know the reason.
honestly, the level of respect i have for you is almost reduced to nothing.