Never been easy to calculate the risks and costs of anything. Yet most of the time, when faced with choices, I'm always able to deduce the likelihood of a choice that might actually work out. And after I weigh the possibilities, I go along with whatever decision I settle on. And most of the time the 'whole thing' just works out and goes more or less according to plan. And even if it doesn't, I'm usually prepared since I've already had a gauge how things would turn out. Perhaps I think too much before I actually act. But then again these are tough personal choices. So I guess its alright to overthink.

But really right now I'm stumped. I've never been good at hcl, my best ever since sec1 was a B4..which is like an A1 to me. And honestly I think my A2 was just cuz

I was lucky. I was scribbling bull for my essays and I hardly knew how to answer the compre questions. And I couldn't even be bothered, to tell you the truth, I didn't study for it. This just shows how much I've already given up on Chinese. I swear I'm just hellavu lucky girl. But the worst things happen to me so this is a miracle. And this will never happen again. I cane read the Chinese paper... Heck, I barely understand what tang lao shi is talking about in class and I failed my hcl last year overall. I can't guarantee that I'll do anything to improve my hcl since I really don't care anymore. Do I even want to enter jc? I honestly don't know. But there aren't any courses in poly that interest me. So the extra 2 points might either save me or finish me off. So the 2 points might not mean anything to me. I guess its do or die. So be it.

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