what I am going to do next

Believe me I tried. And every time I find myself back at square one. So hopeless, so pathetic. I guess its really time for me to stop. Everyone's saying the same things and maybe I should heed their advice. It's against my will so its hard to do. But I think I get the logic. That its all in the mind. It's just me and my own deadly thoughts. It's never going to be the same and I have to live with it. I am just going to do what's against my own will. I have one more day to change my course and pull myself together. After this weekend I am not going to look back. After this weekend I will forget everything. After this weekend, everything I've known and believed in, will be reduced to dust.

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