what does a duck egg taste like?

there are times when i feel like my voice sounds okaye, acceptable, soundcloud-worthy (but sometimes i even doubt it) and there are other times when i just cringe and shrivel and that ghastly noise and i just put away Danny and immediately blog about my lyf. HAHA i really cannot cannot cannot come to terms with the fact that I am going to see the killers. The Killers. THE KILLERS. I cannot. Of course i've been researching setlists and doing homework like memorising lyrics and after the ungodly run (rather walk while limping and crying while my mom jogs way ahead of me) from my place to ahgong's I AM STARTING TO WONDER IF I'LL EVER SURVIVE THE NIGHT my stamina is basically nada, zero hopefully adrenaline fuels my being anyway:

1) ADDICTED TO ARCTIC MONKEYS GAHH I rmb when I was p4 and Today had an article on AM and I rmb thinking 'lol what a lame name' AND WHAT 7 YEARS LATER THEIR LATEST ALBUM IS THE ONLY THING IVE BEEN LISTENING TO FOR 2 AND A HALF WEEKS and it is ridiculously solid and it makes you feel like kissing someone after listening to the songs

2) this is prolly the most um, horrifying/uncomfortable yet mildly entertaining job experience I ever had it is very disturbing but I shall only elaborate more once I quit but it fills me up with so much anger I feel like smashing all the flasks against the walls but I love my job it is only one aspect of it that makes me burnnnnn. Alot of interesting things happen during work and i met the sweetest guy ever today and it made my day, also serving excited customers is so fulfilling!! today I saw someone who looked vaguely familiar and i texted sis about it and he confirmed my suspicions had a good laugh over it haha im sorry but whenever i see kids/ppl posting pics with their significant other with captions like 'forever' or smth along those lines of short-sightedness and they become a dissolution a few weeks/months later it makes me laugh esp if they keep switching partners haha sorry not sorry just stick with one and commit ok if you cant then dont misuse 'forever'

3) cambodia is on bitchez!!!!!! enlivened and anticipating

4) are parents allowed to bully their kids into running errands?????? anyway mum sent me down last week to get mooncakes from bakerzin cuz she wanted them AND I WAS ABOUT TO GO NAP UGH but kinda glad I did cuz damn they are delish. there's like vodka, yuzu, irish cream and rum and raisin. I've never actually tasted vodka before so I cannot comment on the authenticy of the flavour

5) been watching miyazaki in recent nights and for some reason i find myself swooning at the teen romance this is unlike me dont know what to think about this but i really do wish I could go to japan one day THE SCENERY IN A FREAKING ANIME LOOKS SO SURREAL

ok i am extremely tired goodnight lonely minds