just created a playlist 'sea'

sometimes i feel like my best friends and i go too far when we congregate (blatantly misusing this word) and what i mean by 'go too far' isn't hardcore badass rebel stuff but other things that will prolly land us on stomp LOL but i can alr visualize us in the future- i imagine us to be very bad parents (not in the sense that we create unnecessary heartache for our kids) (LOL I THINK I WILL BE A VERY WEIRD MUM IF I EVER BECOME ONE) and even though we would be on different paths in life we will always be connected by some sort of invisible string, we wont ever diverge that much anyway

1) EXCITING NEWS!!!!!!
recently i tried my luck regarding my tiresome love affair with words and my tireless search for approval has finally come to fruition!!!! im so happy to embark on this idk where this will take me but this is finally a chance to hone my craft i really hope it goes well *crossing my fingers and toes*

2) also im on a mission this is my first time doing this I RLY HOPE IT GOES WELL TOO thank God LRR is helping me out if not i will combust under all the pressure (i forgot all my physics theories, can you start fires under pressure or cause a similar reaction?)

3) cny is coming really soon and i hardly feel excited this is the worst, there is literally nth sadder than not feeling excited towards cny is this what growing up feels like?