you said i killed you- haunt me then
compiled a list of quotes that 'send shivers down my spine' and i keep them on the sticky pad on my desktop so i read them from the corner of my eye whenever i use my lappy but IT IS GONE nevertheless i can rmb some of them and one of which (title of post) RESONATES SO DEEPLY IN MY CORE ouch my heart sometimes i read some fragments that JUST MAKE MY HEART ACHE like wow how do you manage to craft such exquisite emotions into words??????
1) was LRR's bday ytd, sis and I went to support her at her guitar concert haha so many embarrassing things occurred which i will talk in detail about later. we sat at the front row HAHA what a great view anyway i realized that ive never really attended much choral concerts/performances but instrumental and ensembles can be so capable of teleportation of the mind lolol like that time i attended the Brandenburg concertos and even though it was just a single performer in the dome you just feel like every single note draws out some sort of longing to be someplace else and for a moment, you are.
anyway sis and i were at the entrance where we had to get admittance and i realized that i couldn't find my ticket anywhere so naturally i panicked and we went back to where we were seated earlier and combed the entire area and checked our bags/wallets/pockets but to no avail. alas i had this dreadful realization that perhaps i could have accidentally chucked it in the bin while clearing our sushi and so we stood around the bin and i just thought 'heck it' so i reached my arm in and tossed around for the plastic bag WHICH I FOUND AND I UNTIED IT AND LO AND BEHOLD IT WAS THERE LOL i have nth to say this is my newest low in life try to fight me
and then while we were walking from RP to Causeway Point we got slightly lost so we decided to walk across the mega huge field cuz CP was opposite, thinking that we would get there eventually. but look at how wrong we were. when we reached the end of the field, WE REALIZED IT WAS A LITERAL EDGE LIKE WE WERE AT THE EDGE OF THE FIELD AND WE COULDN'T GET DOWN IT WAS A GRADIENT LIKE A STEEP GRADIENT LOL so defeated we trudge to the side of the field and i stepped in mud and my whole leather boot was CAKED was a very sad day :'( FOR 1 SECOND HAHAHA oh yes saw steph she is so cute she is like the more garang proactive version of WHAT I WANT TO BE teach me how to be fearless pls this guy from the ensemble was literally IN EVERY SINGLE PERFORMANCE PUT UP so annoying hahahaah but jk if you're talented you are allowed to flaunt it as much as you want he was very talented i can only dream to be as good as him happy 18 LRR you are very important to me and i am very grateful you are as strange as i am and as delusional too maybe thats why we are best mates HAHAHAAH i love you <3 camera="" for="" get="" haha="" hope="" i="" it="" like="" lol="" maybe="" myself="" nbsp="" one="" p="" really="" the="" u="" will="">
(I SAW LIT GODDESS YTD OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO SHY TO SAY HI IT OK I WILL MEET HER SOONER OR LATER)
2) lately ive been veering towards electronica???? which is a drastic turn from my usual alt rock but but WOW chet faker baby HE IS SO INCREDIBLE AND MO i am unable to type o with the slash across but yes MO has an O with the slash across I FEEL LIKE STRUTTING DOWN THE TRAVELATORS AT THE AIRPORT IN A BLACK SUIT AND SHADE WHEN I LISTEN TO CHET FAKER LOL what a great tune will listen to Sohn and Flume too
3) i find myself yearning japanese/taiwanese countrysides and towns further illustrated in Studio Ghilbi films ie From up a Poppy Hill and Girl Who Leaped Through Time (not a Miyazaki film) imagine living by the sea and cycling to school in white and navy uniforms (lightly salted) ah what a time to live in soon soon i will live there in approximately less than 10 years time i am so excited :))
1) was LRR's bday ytd, sis and I went to support her at her guitar concert haha so many embarrassing things occurred which i will talk in detail about later. we sat at the front row HAHA what a great view anyway i realized that ive never really attended much choral concerts/performances but instrumental and ensembles can be so capable of teleportation of the mind lolol like that time i attended the Brandenburg concertos and even though it was just a single performer in the dome you just feel like every single note draws out some sort of longing to be someplace else and for a moment, you are.
anyway sis and i were at the entrance where we had to get admittance and i realized that i couldn't find my ticket anywhere so naturally i panicked and we went back to where we were seated earlier and combed the entire area and checked our bags/wallets/pockets but to no avail. alas i had this dreadful realization that perhaps i could have accidentally chucked it in the bin while clearing our sushi and so we stood around the bin and i just thought 'heck it' so i reached my arm in and tossed around for the plastic bag WHICH I FOUND AND I UNTIED IT AND LO AND BEHOLD IT WAS THERE LOL i have nth to say this is my newest low in life try to fight me
and then while we were walking from RP to Causeway Point we got slightly lost so we decided to walk across the mega huge field cuz CP was opposite, thinking that we would get there eventually. but look at how wrong we were. when we reached the end of the field, WE REALIZED IT WAS A LITERAL EDGE LIKE WE WERE AT THE EDGE OF THE FIELD AND WE COULDN'T GET DOWN IT WAS A GRADIENT LIKE A STEEP GRADIENT LOL so defeated we trudge to the side of the field and i stepped in mud and my whole leather boot was CAKED was a very sad day :'( FOR 1 SECOND HAHAHA oh yes saw steph she is so cute she is like the more garang proactive version of WHAT I WANT TO BE teach me how to be fearless pls this guy from the ensemble was literally IN EVERY SINGLE PERFORMANCE PUT UP so annoying hahahaah but jk if you're talented you are allowed to flaunt it as much as you want he was very talented i can only dream to be as good as him happy 18 LRR you are very important to me and i am very grateful you are as strange as i am and as delusional too maybe thats why we are best mates HAHAHAAH i love you <3 camera="" for="" get="" haha="" hope="" i="" it="" like="" lol="" maybe="" myself="" nbsp="" one="" p="" really="" the="" u="" will="">
(I SAW LIT GODDESS YTD OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! SO SHY TO SAY HI IT OK I WILL MEET HER SOONER OR LATER)
2) lately ive been veering towards electronica???? which is a drastic turn from my usual alt rock but but WOW chet faker baby HE IS SO INCREDIBLE AND MO i am unable to type o with the slash across but yes MO has an O with the slash across I FEEL LIKE STRUTTING DOWN THE TRAVELATORS AT THE AIRPORT IN A BLACK SUIT AND SHADE WHEN I LISTEN TO CHET FAKER LOL what a great tune will listen to Sohn and Flume too
3) i find myself yearning japanese/taiwanese countrysides and towns further illustrated in Studio Ghilbi films ie From up a Poppy Hill and Girl Who Leaped Through Time (not a Miyazaki film) imagine living by the sea and cycling to school in white and navy uniforms (lightly salted) ah what a time to live in soon soon i will live there in approximately less than 10 years time i am so excited :))
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