churchies

olá!!!!!!! i am back from my incredibly short trip away from sg wish it couldve been someplace else and also wish i wasn't back home anyway this year's camp integrated every single member into the programmes which i thought was great like everyone is involved either way because thats what a church does it is all inclusive right???? fun times but i think im getting old, staying up seems rather unappealing i'd rather be back in my room sleeping. belicia and i managed to finish our vid AND I CANNOT LISTEN TO FLUTES FOR A LONG TIME TO COME PLS it was so random yet it works idk mann i have nth to say i still prefer my easter vid that was more coherent and this was so random yet related lol i shall just leave it (ppl liked it tho so that was pretty great) i should talk about the 4 days chronologically but i think i have stm so i will recount it in points

1) on the last day of camp i realised that im gonna be watching my batch of 18year olds bring their other halves to church sooner or later and then prolly attend their weddings and get jobs and our kids would be friends with each other AND IT HIT ME RIGHT IN THE CHEST AND I FELT QUITE EMOTIONAL FOR A MOMENT i cant believe it mann its so strange, we meet only once a week yet these are the ppl i'll be spending a lifetime with and suddenly once a week just seems too minimal yknow and the 20 year olds have alr brought theirs to church and not like i want to be in a r/s but its like woah i dont wanna die alone either mann literally my greatest fear is to be in my late 20s and attend all the weddings of my friends ALONE. i will leave the country if that happens and delete all SM accounts and be blissfully ignorant. i calculated, i'll get married after at least 5 years of dating and i want to get married by 27 so i have to meet Soulmate by 22 which leaves me with 3 and a half years waiting around holy crap thats like only 2 more church camps and hopefully by 20 i would have brought Soulmate to churchies with me THIS IS ALOT OF PRESSURE!!!!!!!!!!!!! but then again the goal is to be living in Taiwan 10 years from now so that means after a mere year of marriage i'll be out of the country hmmmm

2) there was this korean family in my group and the dad is so cool mann he was a fricking DJ in college and worked at nightclubs woah and he was called DJ Dilation HAHAHHA thats like fricking cool mann if my dad was a DJ i'd be so proud but now hes a Korean pastor on the weekends what a career jump. anyway their kids are adorable they all have american accents esp their youngest, Abigail!!!! shes 3 and a half and she is so weird mann she is NOT AT ALL LIKE TYPICAL KIDS shes so dramatic a cutie pie and she licked the chairs at the dining area and she dances in a really weird manner HAHA girl just dont care mann i love her and we communicated with each other through the characters on our shirts HAHAHAH fricking joke my kid has to be like her mann if im not im gonna abandon them LOL jk i think this is the kind of mum i'll be lol talking to my kids through shirts hahahaa

3) still think its kinda strange my SA VP goes to the same church as me and my dad and I even spoke to her while i was still in SA and thank God she doesnt recognise me its quite funny cuz during camp her husband sang 月亮代表我的心 to her on the mike quite cute and sweet la i think its even more awkward for Jairus lol

4) watched 2 matches throughout camp with kest and the second night i wasnt allowed in the bar cuz i didnt have money to get a drink #annoyed so kest and i dragged chairs to the back to the bar and watched from outside HAHAHA typical singaporeans. he fell asleep halfway but i dont blame him it was a disaster mann the entire match

5) the main point of church camps is to learn the message but i fell asleep in like all of them which is terrible of me but this year's theme was kinda irrelevant to me or maybe im just finding excuses hmm two years is actually a pretty long time i felt like i have evolved so much over the course of 2 years wah wah wah cannot wait for the next camp :)))))))))