I SWEAR I COULD FEEL MY HEART BREAKING WHEN YOU SAID THAT, :(

You're a good soldier
Choosing your battles
Pick yourself up
And dust yourself off
Get back in the saddle

You're on the front line
Everyone's watching
You know it's serious
We are getting closer
This isn't over

The pressure is on
You feel it
But you got it all
Believe it

When you fall get up, oh oh
If you fall get up, eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa
Cuz this is Africa
Tsamina mina, eh eh
Waka waka, eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa T
his time for Africa

Listen to your God
This is our motto
Your time to shine
Don't wait in line
Y vamos por todo

People are raising
Their expectations
Go on and feed them
This is your moment
No hesitations

Today's your day
I feel it
You paved the way
Believe it

If you get down get up, oh oh
When you get down get up, eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa
This time for Africa
Tsamina mina, eh eh
Waka waka, eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa a a
Tsamina mina, eh eh
Waka waka, eh eh

Tsamina mina zangalewa
This time for Africa

Awela Majoni Biggie Biggie Mama One A To Zet
Athi sithi LaMajoni Biggie Biggie Mama From East To West
Bathi . . . Waka Waka Ma Eh Eh Waka Waka Ma Eh Eh
Zonke zizwe mazi buye
Cuz this is Africa

Tsamina mina,
Anawa a a
Tsamina mina
Tsamina mina,
Anawa a a

Tsamina mina, eh eh
Waka waka, eh eh
Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa a a

Tsamina mina, eh eh
Waka waka, eh eh
Tsamina mina zangalewa
This time for Africa

Django eh eh
Django eh eh
Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa a a

Django eh eh
Django eh eh
Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa a a

(2x) This time for Africa
(2x) We're all Africa


WOAH, this song is nice! hmm, so its like 3 more days to kaleidoscope, and im starting to lose my voice alr! D; sadsad, but i will preserve it la, LOL. so exhausted. :(
today's combined was okay i guess, but i felt extremely exhausted! but anyways, its three more days so might as well just give it all i got. whee....haah i feel quite rich.


OMGZXC, stupidstupid me. i'm succha coward. :(

the truth, its all i want to hear.

LITTLE BLUE BANDS FOUND THEIR WAY TO MY TEETH YTD.
i keep playing with them. one of the bands broke,
what if i swallow them unknowingly?
whoo, i might choke and die.
haha kidding.

TODAY CAIRO CAME INTO THE CHOIR ROOM
i almost screamed.
mann miss her so much.

HOW DO YOU WANN ME TO REPLY TO YOUR ONE WORD ANSWER, stupid, and anxiety breakouts aren't so frequent now,

WELCOME TO LIFE, JAVIEN AND DAVIEN
HAHA SO CUTE.

WHATS wrong with you, just go and figure out your own life, dont be a coward, and if you have any reasons at least let me know. go on avoiding me then, in the end, there's nothing i can do. just. BE A MAN, DO WHAT YOU CAN. and stop avoiding me. stupid. you're not the one with depression.


kaleidoscope omgzxc

and then i saw HIS face, -dumdumdumdum- IMMA believer!

IT IS NOT CALLED A STUDIO FOR NOTHING.

just yesterday, i fell in love with a world, free of troubles, free of stress, free of all the evil stuff, grabbing your minds. for once, singapore did not feel like singapore. nah, kidding, it did.. i mean all the unecessary cutting of queues, pushing and shovelling, PLEASE. HAVE SOME, ETTIQUE(how do you spell) THANKYOUVERYMUCH.

hordes of people were at the entrance of U.S in the morning, even before it opened its doors, all feeling the long term effects of the sun burning on the back of their necks. and then, the most magical thing happened, THE GATES OPENED YO. HAHAH,
squeals of delight punched the air and VOILA, WE WERE IN WONDERLAND. :)

hollywood, was verymuch like hollywood, with that glam factor in every corner, but i was hoping that there would be more attractions rather than merchandise... OHWELLS, heehee

we proceeded straight away to farfarway via madagascar.

• SHREK 4D adventure and donkey "live" and enchanted airways, the 4d show was amusing and hilarious, while donkey "live" was stand-up comedy, and enchanted airways was like this crazy rollercoaster FOR KIDS. (excuse me?!) and went ZOOMZOOMZOOMZOZOMOAMXOZXMOSFMOGMWTFOMGZXC

MADAGASCAR WAS LIKE. hmmm, kinda okay... but the main ride was not opened yet, so i knockned myself out on the carasoul. LALALA, OLD LADIES CAN KILL. saw the penguin and shrek over there. o.o

and then went to the lost world, the river ride was AWESOME, I WAS ALL SOAKED. my spongebob socks too. D: and it was like whooooooosh, (water gushes in) whoooooosh, (dino spits water) whoooooooosh, (yeahyeahyeah you geddit) and then ate at the food court there!(yes they have one) BOOTH SEATS ARE CUTE. and then and then and then there was this huge skeleton of a dino in the middle. :O

waterworld was spectecular, pyrothenics BOOMBOOMBOOM BANGBANG SSPPPPPZZZXCC yeahs, the actors were amazing. seriously, LIKE THIS PLANE SUDDENLY BURTS OUT AND DESTROYS EVERYHITNG LADADA~~

and then ANCIENT EGYPT, the treasure hunter ride was RETARDED. nuff said, then CAIRO MARKET AND CAIRO ARABIAN WINGS, LOL TTM YO! it was really nice, the structures and all that, felt like i was in MIDDLE EAST! umbrellas start popping up, forming a colourful man made, shelter. COOL.

AND THEN sci-fi city, it ws kinda boring, cuz the GIANT SUPER FAST ROLLER COASTER WAS UNDER MAINTAINENCE, and it was scary just looking at it, those stiltwalkers were, ---!

THEN, NEWYORK, im telling that place was amzing awesome fantabulous, i felt, AMERICAN. LOL. checkout the pics on fb. :)

therethere, stuff sold there are like expensive and it was real crowded,

BUT I BELIEVED IN FAIRYTALES AGAIN.

WHO WANTS TO WORK THERE WITH ME?

:)

AND I NEVER THINK ABOUT YOU, but you're always on my mind.

SAKURA MAKES ME FAT,
I SHOULD CUT DOWN MANN.
HEEHEE.

i feel like throwing my phone away, ignoring it when it rings incessantly, or when it beeps in the synthetic automatic manner.
because none of the calls or messages are important.
unless its yours.

UNIVERSAL STUDIOS TMR.
san1 yi2 says i have talent.
yi1 zhang4 thinks im from photography club.
i think the dslr likes me. :)


I GOTTA STOP.
STOP.

JUST STOP.

SMALL EYES.

OMG I STUMBLED ON MY P3 CRUSH ON FACEBOOK.
AND MY OH MY,
HE'S SMARTER THAN I AM
AND
WOW OH WOW,
HE LOOKS
___.


:D

YOUR VOICE. reminds me so much of innocence.

LETS JUST SAY SOMETHINGS ARE REDUNDANT.
UNNECESSARY.
WHY GO TO SUCH LENGTHS.
ARE ALL THE SWEAT YOU WASTED ON RACKING AND ASSASSINATING YOUR BRAIN CELLS OVER THAT ONE THINGY WORTH IT
WILL IT WORK.
I DOUBT SO.

MAYBE, MAYBE THINGS WILL WORK OUT.
EVEN IF THEY DONT
THEY WIIL.

gosh, SO DEEP kristie, SO DEEP.

habitshabitshabits:
i stuff my left side earphone in my ear when im on the comp even though there's no music playing.
I LACK THE COURAGE.
i cant sleep at night,
i think too much.
i live off inspiration.


KRISTIE:
you think too much at night. especially when you cant sleep. you dont know when you fell asleep.
you think about your story, and how they remind you so much of yourself. and then you think about ----. you miss that idiot. too much. HIS VOICE, REMINDS YOU SO MUCH OF INNOCENCE. his laughter, is.... magical.


yes i know i sound ridiculous.


final conclusion.
kristie, these few days you have been seeing more of mr brightside and less of THE EVIL SIDE
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

NO, NOT FUNNY.


FINAL CONCLUSON:
i have been happy-ier, heehee.
seee you veryveryveryvery soon in school my dear!

and i wonder where you are.

You spend it all chasing those lies
I dont really wanna take that chance
I dont really wanna do that dance
I dont know what to do till you say

i feel shaken.
miserable.
devasted,
HEARTBROKEN,
austere,
despondent,
disconsolate,
grim,
melachony, mournful, bleak, somber, LUGUBRIOUS,
morbid,
INCONSOLABLE.



Oh I dont wanna let you go
But I cant keep holding on
Skies of silver, Stars of gold
And now you know just what you like

ANYONE HAS A SPARE PHONE?
:(

parting, is such sweet sorrow.

lets recount what happened.
step by step.
day by day.
hour by hour.
minute by minute.
second by second.
excruciating detail by excruciating detail.
line by line.
lie by lie.

can you tell me the truth?

......
whatever i say, you wont believe it, just because i was there at that split freaking second, does not mean anything!


oh, son, you dont know.
time, has a way to tell truths.

.....
you see? that just proves my point exactly! you dont trust me, whatever i say would be lies.


my point exactly. took you that long to figure it out didn't you?



that conversation didn't just happen. :O
no seriously its for my story. or rather novel.


THIS HAS TO BE THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE.
I LOST MY BABY.
SOMEONE STOLE IT AT ION.
HAIY.
EVERYTHING GONE.
INCONSOLABLE.


:C

a whole new kinda push if i wnat to be rich.

I'VE DECIDED, I SHALL, AND I WILL, WRITE AT LEAST A PARAGRAPH EVERYDAY OF MY STORY. BECAUSE I WANNA BE RICH, I HAVE TO. SO, I WILL, SQUEEZE THE JUICES OUTTA MY HEAD, JUST TO WRITE ONE PARAGRAPH, NO MATTER HOW SHORT, BECAUSE, THIS IS GONNA GET ME SOMEWHERE.

you sucker.
who are you to say that?
i ask aderic and kaely come find you then you know.
stay away from me.
hey, i freaking missed you.
:)

"THIS PIECE OF WOOD YOU HOLD IN YOUR HAND, ITS A KIND OF MAGIC. " says miss ee

i will never, ever, ever, go through yesterday again.

>:D

dance like bieber in the bowling alley.

hello. :)

sunday was a nice day. went bowling with churchmates, i have to say i improved alot. my skills i mean. bowling allies just remind me of bieber. heh, was treated to swensons icecream! awesome-ness yooo!

then today, epicepicepic

met jeremy and zac at circle line. waited foe weiyi and GERALD. THAT BOYBOY TAKE LIKE DAMN LONG LA. then went to suntec. hah ben like dunno how to lead the way.
then apparently they got lost as we procceeded to marina square. then jeremy fetched them while me and gerald and weiyi waited outside. all that time i kept thinking of bieber dancing.
AWESOME-NESS.

then bowlbowlbowl, ate at yoshinoya yooo! then went to zach's house for epic GUITAR HERO YOO!

AWESOME-NESS. haha

• dirty little secret
• you belong with me
• love story
• misery business
• monsoon
• the kill
• sugar we're going down.
• she will be loved ( chorus cuz gerald couldn't reach the notes) heeeheee

then giogio yo went to zach's house.

AHHH I THINK I NOT BAD AT THE VOCALS FOR GH LA.

EH, I SHY.

AWESOME-NESS

june camp 2010, and looking ahead, 2011. :)

DADDY'S HOME. ;D

heh, i sound retarded. anyways, i'm outta camp and i have to say, this camp has reallyreallyreally affected my perspectives in manymanymany different ways.

i used to be this really slackish sl, but now, im going to be more committed to slb, and give slb my best effort. :)

okays, i can honestly and flatly say i felt some sense of belonging to slb, especially to the sec two sls. i feel that the two more years we will spend together in slb will be a hell of two years.

say what? im confused.

heh nevermind.

lets just say im reallyreallyreally glad i came for the jc' 10.

NEXT YEAR SEC TWOS TURN TO PLAN LE, HEH.

ahhhhh, before i know it, it'll be dec, then orientation planning starts! D:

heh, second day of camp david me kaely go play with choircomm. tzuning has nice pants. :)

tell me that'll you open your eyes.

jc'11 is gonna be awesome. whoooo

tell me that you'll open your eyes.

wahlaozxc, raymond idiot la.
i now very shy.
:$

words, cant convey my feelings

7 hours of choir is amazing. no kidding.

words, so many words.
i write stories, i fill pages with words.
but yet,
i can't seem to find the right words.
so ironic.

i try to open up my mouth. nothing comes out.

the dictionary has billions of words, but not even one, to tell you how i feel.

i'm not in love, please do not misunderstand.
heh. :$

maybe this june camp will help me forget everything.
hopefully.

i dont like playing the waiting game.
waiting for you to open your eyes.
maybe you already did.
waiting for myself to open my mouth.
and let teh right words flow out.
like how i always knew.

but its different when it comes to you.

"there are many things that i would like to say to you, but i don't know how"

i have other lives to live.

my stories
www.pass-the-salt.onsugar.com

just random stuff
www.blank-stares.tumblr.com

believe me, i had these done up last year, but i never continued.