words, cant convey my feelings

7 hours of choir is amazing. no kidding.

words, so many words.
i write stories, i fill pages with words.
but yet,
i can't seem to find the right words.
so ironic.

i try to open up my mouth. nothing comes out.

the dictionary has billions of words, but not even one, to tell you how i feel.

i'm not in love, please do not misunderstand.
heh. :$

maybe this june camp will help me forget everything.
hopefully.

i dont like playing the waiting game.
waiting for you to open your eyes.
maybe you already did.
waiting for myself to open my mouth.
and let teh right words flow out.
like how i always knew.

but its different when it comes to you.

"there are many things that i would like to say to you, but i don't know how"