i should start on something.

hello.

i've just been informed that i will be taking my violin exam on 14 sept, which is, less than a month away.

i am not done with my three pieces.

my sightreading is of a horrible calibre

aural is, _______.

ohno.

this is definitely, not what i was expecting.

but i guess.

this can be an excuse from studying.

not like i do that.

but honestly, i prefer killing some musical notes, to killing some BRAINCELLS.

see the difference?

yeahs.

i realised all my pieces have super high notes, like what, the real high D? third position. most of my pieces have that too.

what else.

uhhh.

uhhh.

hmm.

oh.

harmonic.

slide the finger across the string.

hit the last tape.

let go.

(nice sound)

posture.

my posture is bad.

wrist out, elbow in, shoulder up.

right hand relax.

dont feel tense.

left hand move with ease.

tone quality.

not bad.

scales.

d major is improving.

c major, is "okay" too.

the rest are simple.

minor scales, harmonic.

slurred, 2 counts in a bow.

arppegios, minor, must place second finger close to first.

chromatic.

timing, timing, timing.

sliding must be smooth.

ooh, triplets, trill. please dont hold the last note.

acciccaturra.

smooth please.

sightreading.

timing.

accidentals.

dynamics.

play slowly.

aural,

not bad.

okay, today was boring. almost cried on the bus. all thanks to act cool.

and partly because of jaychou.

i reallyreallyreally wanna go to the f1 rocks concert. like real bad. :(

if i cant get my hands on the tickets,

i can just die.

seriously.

:(

i dont like this.

the feeling is not good.

at all.

okay lets see.

the cracks on my feet have closed up.

hopefully not much of my soul has leaked out from these cracks while they were opened.

i used to have a goal.

like.

at least.

some motivation.

but right now.

i.

cant.

be.

bothered.

streaming.

they all say.

dreaming.

im doing that all day.