xie xie ni hen duo

today was an eventful day.

whoo. i managed to survive the week. good job.

:(
pj is right, i have plenty to say, just that i cant seem to say it. im sorry. really. its not that i feel uncomfortable saying everything in front of you guys, is just that, im not ready, and i dont think i'll ever be. maybe i find it easier to confide in some other ppl, but honestly, you guys are the best thing that happened to me in xms and i wont ask for anything more. but i promise, i will let you in someday. i promise. im not ready yet, i have to make up my mind, please give me sometime. the thing is, im afraid the more "advice" or opinion ppl give me, the more confused i'll be. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

so, i found my way to wonderland yesterday afternoon.

xiexie act cool for your words, haha,i felt better. like alot. and babe for sitting at the busstop with me. xie xie ni hen duo.

such a pity that its beauty was too great for my eyes.

i hope sh will make the right decision. dont worry, we'll always be there for you. :)

my time spent there was infinite.

and i will try not to be so disapproving of dua eh. haha, hw better love me.

WHAT WAS THAT FOR.
:(
idk what to think.
why you liddat.
but at least there's some progress.
i hope.

but i'll still try.

friday the 13th aint that bad huh.

i couldnt find my way out, i thought i was doomed to be living in this fantasy forvever.

WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT.

if hearts were unbreakable,
then i could just tell you where i stand
i would be the smartest man

but i figured out, it wasnt that i couldnt escape, i just didnt want to.

if i was invisble.
wait, i already am.

i like this song.

and i wouldnt mind returning there either.