Sunday, January 30, 2011

DARREN CRISS SINGS THRILLER

OMG DARREN CRISS SINGS THRILLER ON GLEE IM GONNA FAINT
ahhhhhh

im at san yi's place now. tuan yuan fan later haha cant wait. sherry has this amazing ukeuke and im learning how to play teenage dream heh.

I DECIDED I SHOULDNT WEAR THE BLACK DRESS ON CHU YI.

hee rayvian and jayvian so cute sia. :)

gonna spam photos!

Friday, January 28, 2011

dont die on me

AH NO THE HORROR. ah no please attach
its cny in a few days time
somehow the 'excitedness' level has somewhat dropped and im having mixed feelings now

its back again. the same vicious cycle on repeat mode.

somehow im looking forward to choir. weird haha.

cheesy merlion haha i cant get over it.

sleep helps.

but somehow dreaming about the things im trying to forget is not helping.

CAN YOU PLEASE ATTACH TO THE EMAIL THANKS.
try again tmr.

ohwell its hard to take your advice in. its like the hard truth? lol. but i guess youre right. time can destroy everything. including my courage. i was never the brave one. maybe thats why things are as it is at this point of time. but thanks anyway. its was good to just let everything out.

we all have ghosts.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

aircon can kill

WHY OH WHY ISNT GLEE SHOWING
ahh help im gonna die :(
the last episode was ages ago!

just realised that its gonna be busy busy busy for kryyysteee.
okay i decided that i shall learn how to manage my time. todays test of staying up later has worked!
school is pretty average i guess. im still looking forward to cny. I CANT WAIT. ahhhh the thought lifts me up high into the the clouds of euphoria. my ryan reid story not bad la, heh.

okay gotta text those invest ppl then i shall sleep and dream of howimetyourmother. mann what happen to the days where tv shows were just a computer away?!

okay nights.

june camp, invest, ac11, syf, chinese os.

take a leap of faith!

OMG I CANT BELIEVE ZHENG GE PING HAS ABS. its prolly photoshoped as what en en said.

physics and amaths is killing me i promise.

Saturday, January 22, 2011

hurricanes and suns

some idiot is enjoying herself in aussie in now. :)

cny is nearing! woohoo which means money and food which means awesomeness ttm times 10!
EH HEE HEE

wah sian i gotta stay awake in class!

i shall master the art of sleeping with my eyes open.

im deprived of youtube. its slowly killing me. :( haiyo anxiety issues are kinda back again. haiyo haiyo haiyo theres nothing much to say or do.

stop there and let me correct it,
i wanna live a life from a new perspective.

on a brighter note,
my phone works again! hallelujah!
i think i needa start saving some moneh. like for future emergencies. its flooding in aussie :( what if the whole place sinks. what if the whole world sinks. then earth would be like 100% water. and then fishes will rule the world and humans will become mermaids and the thought of mermaids crack me up hahahah

london sounds like a nice place.

izzz needzzz tozzz comezzz backzzz downzzz tozzz earthzzz

okay zai jian le.

Monday, January 17, 2011

such is separtion

i realised i am not alone in this huge world.

everyone feels the same way i do.

t3 shall be my future workplace. i love that place. i love airports. they just give me a sense of HUGE excitement and possibilities. its where beginings arise and goodbyes are said. i didnt cry okay haha

somehow i feel kinda nostalgic and all that. i really miss australia. im like counting down the days till cny. i need a break now. please help me enjoy school. ahh. i really really really am feeling worn and weary. ahhhh

3 years will soon be over before you know it.
its only a matter of time.

Saturday, January 15, 2011

baby.

please checkout the future famous ppl on the hollywood's walk of fame.

kaekae came to my place to do the recording of the choir songs today. its quite fail. so what do smart ppl do when encountered with difficulties? they do smth awesome. yeah. im waiting to be famous now. shopping at amk is drastic. i should just go orchard. the first week of school is sian. nanananananan-ooooooh-meee is my tablemate. she so funny sia, aievern is the same. HAH.

airport tmr.

hey cairo.
im so proud of you. you are such an inspiration to me. please continue to write. we'll miss you so much. read the letter. :) i love you awesome girl.

i'll try not to cry tmr.

haiy. im torn between everything. why dont you just tell me not to stand up for anyone. and why not you just tell me you'll make everything okay. and why do you remind me so much of june 2010?

ah.

Friday, January 14, 2011

please dont go.

im preparing myself.

please dont cry.

haiyo.
blind by lifehouse is making me cry. :(
its the same sinking feeling like a few months back.


sunday.
please dont cry.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

its never easy i know.

hey i kinda know you for quite sometime and i really hope you're okay. its hard. i cant imagine if it happens to me. i really hope, you'll be fine. hope to see you soon and do know that ppl care for you and God always delivers.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

5erwork!

EH HI. orientation kills any hope of trying to sing okay. 105 kids are cute or what. they can go join like some dance battle thingy and then own everyone. and they can shout so loud like louder than 5erworks that go boom boom boom even brighter than the moon moon moon. hee. cute seh.

last year's 04 was hyper like until quite scary kay. but they got first hahahahha thanks to awesome mentos yo.
AND GUESS WHAT HAHA O5 GOT 3RD YEAH MANN.

1o5 is lovely, they'll be the most bonded class ever okay. hee so cute. ohmytianzxc lessons are gonna start on monday and im gonna die.

sup with neighbours playing mahjong at this ungodly hour. ppl need to sleep okay. its still 4 more weeks or 3 or 7 or idk weeks to cny. dont get too excited. maybe i should change my braces colours to like green red purple orange all the colours of money whoopwhoop. maybe that can increase my intake of cny bucks. hee.

church tmr and my throat is starting to cry. :( my nokia phone is cute okay, no camera. i think i can live with that. i finally understood chem! imma genius. for discovering the awesome answers at the end at every chapter. BUT I DIDNT COPY KAY. i referenced. theres a difference.

okay this week is weird. it finally feels normal! thats a good thing. LOL like still have your smell on it can. okay nvm.

this could be my last orientation.
well, it was good while it lasted.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

HI SCHOOL IS

whoopwhoop

okay i gotta go yozxc

mr cute butt!!!

yay my chinese has hope

Saturday, January 1, 2011

u2

happy-sad day

it's 2011!! well, it feels like 2010 somehow. anywayszzz izzz shallzzz getzzz usezzz tozzz itzzz sooooooooonzzz.

so on nye, we went to uncle jl's house for dinner. the salad is AWE wait for it SOME. red wine is da best. apparently tim is in love with the giant strawberry lol. its supposed to be mine but he's using it most of the time. number 1 song of 2010 for 98.7fm is california girls. 91.3fm love the way you lie. billboard charts, tic tock. all females seh. fireworks boomzxc wheee. brilliante!

the happy new year day we went to rws to spend the 100bucks vocher. ended up at palio some italian restaurant for lunch. the pizza is like supa flat. OKAY I WANNA BE A TOURIST IN SG. dessert was the best! i had no idea what i was eating cuz half the menu was like italian..? total bill was lke 101.20 bucks. heh.

later that evening, went for badminton with giogio armani and her mum at nus. i should have paid attention in pe!! Hahahah. I GOT OWNED BY SOME 9 YEAR OLD GIRL. but to think i could actually return the shuttlecock, its quite a feat hahahah. giogio played olympic style badminton (the way i put it) with that girl and haha guess the score. :P

its the second day of 2011 and we changed bs groups. IM DEVASTATED. our group has been tgt since p4!! and now the guys and girls are separated. so its like me and bel are with the sec 4 girls while zep, shawn, jairus, keefe are with the sec 4 guys. haiyyyy sadded :( hopefully we'll be in the same group next year!

orientation briefing tmr! and then school the next and then idk what

ahh im still getting over the separationzzzzzzzzzz.

:(

ah well, maybe we can still have outings or smth next time!

but still ahhhhhh :(