in all of the noise, I am silence

Do you know anyone who constantly and so faithfully believes in fate? Or coincidence? I used to believe in fate when I wasn't as awesome, that whatever that happened was all meant to be, that whatever will be, was meant to be. And whenever something great/bad happen, I would just blame fate. But really, there's no such thing as fate. It's all bull. Fate is just an excuse for not wanting to do anything. And its also an excuse for not taking the blame. Because I learnt that whatever mistakes I've commited, I only have myself to blame, pushing the blame to fate? Well that's total bull. Fate does not take responsibility. Perhaps the only chances when fate might really exist are being in the same class in a new school.. yeah you get the drift.

One more thing. There is always a reason for every terrible/wonderful thing that happens. Don't give me bull like 'somethings just don't have a reason' if ppl leave for supposedly no reason at all, well obviously there is. And perhaps the most draining thing to do is to wonder what is the reason that they left. Most of the time I arrive at no reason. But I do agree on one fact. I simply wasn't good enough. To be worthed staying for. Sometimes you may not know reason but you can always conclude on a fact. In this case, why didn't I find out ages ago?

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