dreaming is gonna make you mad

ONEREPUBLIC'S NEW SINGLE IS OUT AHHH THE KILLER'S NEW SINGLE TMR AHHHHH SNOW PATROL'S EARLY BIRD TICKETS SOLD OUT AHHHHH YELLOWCARD IS COMING TO SINGAPORE AHHHH okaye. I know I'll sound extremely whiny and spoilt but I can't help it. This may sound like an exaggeration but it kills me. It kills me that Snow P will be performing in SG a few days before my prelims and its highly likely that I can't attend their concert. It's this sinking sickening feeling somewhere within the blackhole of my deprived soul. Knowing for certain that they are so close, yet so far. Knowing that I could have the craziest night ever basking amongst fellow fans which feel like family soaking in every broken emotionally drenched syllable uttered/snarled/whispered by Gary Lightbody and yet I can't. This is terrifying, I have been fantasizing about attending the concert and each little insignificant thought tears/rips my heart to shreds. I am not exaggerating I feel so wretched pls I don't need to be reminded so pls don't. It's gnawing at the back of my lonely mind. Regret, I know I will, afflicted from my head to my toes, i will suffer relentlessly. The only hope I have is winning a pair of tickets, which of course, I will go all out at all costs. This post is an official declaration. I am a music fan, it is pure torture to miss out on one of my favorite bands. This is an official declaration. This is an open letter to Snow P. I will make this work.
Okaye I feel better but the ache is still throbbing. Anyhoo, war movies/scenes really do mess me up. But guys are guys, Mr Daniel will prolly still screen them in class I guess some sort of exposure is healthy. The scenes are so charged with emotions and I get carried away and it messes me up pretty badly. Esp with the blood and esp the faces of ppl when they realise that someone they know has been shot. Oh mann. War should never happen. How much more of humanity do we want to lose? And by humanity I don't mean ppl but the very foundational aspect of what makes us human. okaye this is a pretty charged post annnnnnnnnnnd. I think I should really stop hoping too much. The chances are almost non-existent, so its alright I guess. Well, gotta count on my results then. Goodnight everyone, sleep tight, travel well.

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