The actual lyric is 'here in your perfect eyes/ they're all I can see' but in one acoustic live performance Gary sings it as 'here in your perfect eyes/ I just couldn't see' its so sad cuz I think he always wanted to sing that anyway. Sometimes raw emotions take over and you can't help but bare your scars the thing is why didn't he use the second version of the lyric? Maybe he felt differently for whoever initially then because of circumstances things changed? Idk but this happens to us all doesn't it?

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boredom is contagious

WASSUP HOMIES Nah I kid anyway I can't decide if Xfactor is a good reality show or a one that's so bad, its good. It's quite scripted and fake, if you ask me but its SO DARN ENTERTAINING I JUST LOVE WATCHING IT. Demi is adorable as a judge but LA is so um, his comments are so... One kind. TREVOR MORAN IS SO CUTE AHHH I can't stand it HAHAHA he's so bubbly and bouncy and a bundle of joy what's there not to like? I hope that kid goes really really far. So ytd my estate had this flea market thingy and it was really small scale la the best part were the cotton candy and popcorn somehow I ended up with cotton candy in my hair and had a Katy Perry moment.
Hm to be honest I'm really glad I'll be leaving Xms with no regrets. Idk mann regrets will haunt and gnaw at your conscience even if you aren't the one to blame. And it messes everyth up in the future why spoil smth untainted and so full of potential with your personal ghosts? That's just my take. To be honest if things didn't fall into place I'll be ashamed of my complete lack of bravery. A few weeks ago I asked RR if I changed from 4 years ago (obviously yes) and how and she said a list of things, some even I didn't realise about myself. Sometimes I think she knows me better than I know myself hmm. This blogppst is so entirely boring gosh I'm so boring I promise I'll get mah groove and jam back on. Actually I'm pretty retarded (but more of pretty HAHA WADDUP) BUT W H A T E V S too much of my awesomeness needs to be balanced out with my inner loser. Today's the last day I can savour my darling mooncakes until another year of separation. :( sniffles. I miss church pls grant me the strength to survive another week Lord! In the meantime......... It's TIME TO GET MAH JAM ONZ. x.

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a love declaration to mooncakes

Traditional or snowskin... I dig them all. Maybe its a novelty that spurs my undying/unquenchable lust for them. There's smth about them that gives you a silly spin around your palates. Like if tingles your senses at leaves you dizzy and that sweetness it just.. its like a pleasurable sin idk mann. It feels so good. My dad got 4 flavours of snowskin, and the paste was some mysterious paste called mung bean paste omg I have no cell of an idea what that is BUT IT TASTES SO DARN GOOD and the skin. Don't get me started on the skin. Okaye too late. The skin oh that gorgeous beauty its so soft but slightly chewy like a that playful little skin you tug on it and yet it doesn't completely tear.... But when it does the flavour of the mooncake just fills up the whole space in your mouth oh mann.. and of course the filling in the centre. That tiny section is where the contrast and essence of the flavour is brought out. It's so full of zest and spunk, nothing like the meekness of the paste and skin. Ahhh
And of course traditional lotus paste mooncake with yolk! My whole family hates the yolk I don't know why BECAUSE I'M COMPLETELY LOVING IT. Some yolks are dry and it crumbles but the one that my Dad got was MAGNIFICENT gosh it was so moist and and flavourful and the layers crumble only in your mouth and it isn't dry at all ahhh. Mooncakes are the best. DA BEST. besides my gramps cooking la.
Anyway sistaa is gonna do a song for grad night I am so stoked for him omg its like finally he can gain some recognition for his voice and I'm not revealing the song choice but its going to bring out his falsettos very nicely! Gonna help him out with improvising on the spot and rhythm omg I can't wait mann its like his moment is finally here. Anyway I apologize for not blogging often I promise I'll get mah jam back onz after o's.
Speaking of which there's this new thing I do while getting mah jam which is quite retarded but I DON'T CARE CUZ I'M GETTING MAH JAM ONZ but when my soul is a little braver will I tell you what it is. But getting mah jam on at night really helps cuz I feel invincible and I'll take whatever suckers down and by suckers I mean physics/chem/amath. Btw I'm so not used to the new Glee. It's just not the same anymore. It's like a new show with the same characters but I'll have another blogpost dedicated to my angst next time. Sigh. WHY RYAN MURPHY WHY??? I really wanna keep a pet dog but I know this will require commitment which I can't promise hm maybe when I have more time at home. It would be really nice though. I miss bruno so much. Even though he stinks I love how he licks my ears and my legs sigh. Okaye for now I shall take comfort in my 70cm long stuffed dog from IKEA (golden retriever) that Teacher Flora gave me before psle. Wow time flies eh? Anyway have a wonderful week ahead I hope you can delight in mooncakes hehe much love x.

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I'll give you my jacket/ I'll give you my heart

What is up guys!!!! How is everyone? I hope all of you are coping well. Well anyway smth good has befallen on me and its shocking and rewarding at the same time but also confusing and strange. 'All these feels strange and untrue, and I won't waste a minute without you' yeah exactly. Anyway it annoys me when ppl go like 'oh Coldplay/Snow P/One R/Panic/Killers? So mainstream.' OH REALLY?? LIKE HOW MANY SONGS DO YOU KNOW FROM SNOW P? ONE? CHASING CARS? seriously mann. JUST BECAUSE IT PLAYS ON THE RADIO and I just survived a crazy bus ride. Yknow how there are taxi drivers from hell? Yeah this is the bus driver from hell. The guy was practically pulling a F1 routine and the bus kept bouncing bless me I'm alive you need to chill Mr 410. Life is getting excessively boring and its even worst when I am so deprived of Glee/ 2BG but I could live with this monotony. Minus the quiet chaos in my mind. Eventful would be an understatement. How can I ever be ready for smth like this it feels like a dream sometimes. It's hard to get used to but I think I know what to do. I hope. I hope. And what's with the sudden interest in Nicole Krauss guys? -__-

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mojojojo

WHAT IS UP I found new stuff to gush about so bear with me. First up, Holy Musical B@man! This musical is hilarious its so much funnier than the space musical done by StarkidPotter but AVPM and AVPS are still the best DARREN AHHH! Haha check this out, Darren......... KRIS HAHA RR says I need to control myself. WELL I BEG TO DIFFER one more, one more, KRIS Martin HAHA I'M GENIUS THANK YOU THANK YOU back to the topic. StarKid is just plain funny and innovative. It's pretty cool how they come up with their scripts plus the directing and cast are all in StarKid so its completely independent and original. I can finish one act of a musical in one night cuz its too hilarious really. Like I don't watch Harry Potter but this musical is just golden. Just type A Very Potter Musical into YouTube and there you go! Well school starts tmr again but there's really not much of a difference. BUT BUT at 330am Channel 5 is broadcasting the Paralympics Closing Ceremony AND COLD FREAKING PLAY IS PERFORMING AHHHHHH but but I need my sleep too but that's not the point! The point is my duty of being a Coldplayer vs my desire for sleep. I asked Kest today and he said smth that HAUNTED ME FOR THE DAY 'Is Coldplay worth it?' And he said it in a very uhh suspicious tone like AS IF HE WAS ASKING A TRICK QUESTION. but I guess I'll be betraying my conscience.. Hm I really need my sleep, I'll catch Coldplay again at the 6pm encore telecast I HOPE IT'S A LONG SEGMENT. Hmmm so many things going on this week, results, Glee season 4 returns, The Script's new album #3....... Well to be honest I'm kinda worried bout my results but aye its gonna be O's that matters. I'm tryna take things one at a time, since its just one more month in school and then I'M BOUND TO GET REALLY EMOTIONAL so brace yourself for some sappy/weepy posts. Realised that I hardly ever post pictures on my blog does this make me boring/dry? Eek I hope not. anyway, BACK TO GUSHING. I posted a video from YouTube of Gary Lightbody and Ed Sheeran singing New York in a piano store a few months back and I found this clip of Ed singing Chasing Cars at the itunes festival with Gary being a surprise guest AHHH and this other clip of a Snow Patrol concert and ED APPEARED AND SANG NEW YORK WITH GARY AHHH best duo ever they need to get married. Anyway I forced Sistaa to record Invisible- Clay Aiken and Just So You Know- Jesse McCartney and I'm telling you I am exceptional at choosing songs to suit voices thank you HAHA kidding his voice is amazing and versatile to begin with, of course. And church today was pretty much of unloading my burdens filled with new insights hm. And MY STURDY IPOD IS BACK TO LIFE ~*me aka giver of life*~ HAHA THANK GOD MANN SERIOUSLY okaye imma sleep early tonight, everyone should. Have a lovely week lonely minds x.

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goodbye my lover, goodbye my friend

I'm so upset urgh on this tragic day my ipod of 6 years has decided to leave me for good, taking away 5 albums of Coldplay, all the albums from The Killers and other random songs NOOOOOOOOOOOO I was just thinking how good my shuffle playlist was sigh sigh sigh what am I gonna do now? It's so childish of me being so distraught but its 6 YEARS GOSH 6 FREAKING YEARS THANKYOUVERYMUCH I'm tryna power it up but it refuses to light up. Light up, light up, as if you had a choice, even if you cannot hear my voice, I'll be right beside you dear. PLS COME BACK TO ME I NEED YOU AND I CANNOT DO W/O YOU PLS PLS PLS listening to Every Teardrop is a Waterfall and then i noticed the power running real low so I paused the song and decided charge it and then when I plugged the switch into the socket IT REFUSED TO LIGHT UP AHHH AND IT'S ALMOST AN HOUR NOW AND THE SCREEN IS STILL FROZEN AND I TRIED ALL THE POWERPOINT PLUGS AT HOME aye I guess this is it. Sigh. You've been a good companion. Just wouldn't have expected you to leave me when I needed you the most. RIP ipod.
Excuse me while I drown in my tears.

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