im so hollow baby

Found out this morning that a classmate from SA underwent surgery last night and idk why but seeing my SA classmates freaking out sorta affected me too. I really miss them and I'm glad that he's okaye now. Met up with choir clique today David says I'm being a Kaely now hahahaha oh you mean a Tom Hanson? Yeah definitely. Kae needs to stop pretending to be a Saint haha I do miss SA loads though. This is hard and I feel wounded and broken and sad and disappointed and hurt and upset and hollow and empty and disorientated but I have 8 seasons of Adventure Time and the best buddies in the whole universe I don't know what I'll do w/o you guys love yall so so so so much.