The only person standing in your way is you. It's time to let her go. Lose yourself.

Watched Black Swan today and omg it sent me chills like honestly I think it resonates with all performers. Like its hard to explain but once you aim for perfection onstage, pretty much nth can stand in your way and you just go to whatever lengths to attain that and its actually scary cuz while performing you kinda get this adrenaline and you honestly feel invincible and its like you just want all eyes on you and its very addictive, the feeling and by then you are unstoppable and yeah anyth, anyth just for perfection, in all due respect for the art. And like her gradual decline into insanity is so blatant and heartbreaking especially in the clothes she wore. Like Nina always wore white but after she wore Lily's black camisole over she started to let loose and by the time she was completely unhinged, she was wearing black all over. BUT DAMN I LOVED THE BLACK SWAN COSTUME AND MAKE UP OMG was leaning towards Sherlyn the whole time LOL I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW SHE'S SO CHILL but thank God for her manzxc. Crap I keep thinking of the whole movie chills all over ugh SO INTENSE AH MY FACE WAS HOT DURING THE WHOLE MOVIE

was lazing on my bed (what's new) when I came across a startling revelation and immediately asked my friends AND OMG ITS ALL CLEAR NOW I SEE IT NOW LIKE IT ALL MAKES SENSE NO WONDER I can't confirm this but I have a feeling about this and usually my gut feelings are correct and omg idk whether to laugh or cry or feel cheated or what HAHA LYF SUX gonna try to research more before I confirm my suspicions but honestly I kinda know the answer. Prepare tissues guise xx.