new perspective

1. contemplating if I should create my 'let them tears fall, bitch' playlist in my iPod which will prolly lead to me sobbing until I'm unconscious in public places but I figured that it'll help me a great deal so omg pls don't judge me if you see me with ice cream stains and tear steams all over my face.
2. Happy Birthday Daddy LOL idk why I still call him Daddy anyway I finally got him smth else other than like coffee which I've been giving him for the past 5 consecutive years I KNOW I'M HORRIBLE WHEN IT COMES TO GIFTS so I got him...... earphones YAY! And while I was showering I came across a revolution that he likes music and I SHOULD CREATE A PLAYLIST OF 80's MUSIC FOR HIM so I'm currently finding music now but he kinda likes soft rock?????? So far I have thought of Runaway Train- Soul Asylum okaye gonna scour for more songs brb xx
3. Made a pact with myself (coincidentally in the shower too) and I hope I'll keep to it and I'll give myself as long as I want but not too long of course cuz I wanna know if I have the capacity to handle it too but cmon Kris sometimes you give everyth but even so it isn't enough and it sucks but you just gotta deal with it cuz this is life and even if you wanted too alter the ending its not gonna happen so I guess you just gotta move along move along and its prolly gonna be hard and almost fruitless but you'll get there (I really honestly/ genuinely hope so)