this is sorta like a delayed pcd im starting to feel this nasty ache like my heart freaking hurts whenever I think about Sat night, it cringes and all. For reasons unknown (see what i did there) I havent been harping on that surreal night like how I did after Paramore but whenever I think about it I just feel this wave of anguish and I just cant stop visualising Brandon's chiseled face freaking carved by angels and blessed with their tears AHHH I AM VERY SAD WHY WHY WHY