I'm feeling better ever since you know me

Gonna type this before I forget its almost becoming too painful to rmb:

Waited at the airport for 1R to come I managed to stalk Thai fans and found out what airline they were on and David and I met them omg when they were at the baggage claims my heart felt like it was going to explode I felt like I was going to puke honestly and so so frantic like I wash;t expecting much other than us there were only 2 other girls and 4 adults who were bring bitchez towards us hahahah you didn't even get to see them last night so joke's on ya and they walked out and the only thing between us was the barricade BUT THEY SAW US AND THEY SMILED AHHHHH sigh wished we could take pics tho. Later David remarked in retrospect that we should have followed them back to their tour bus and maybe we could've gotten a pic with them and guess what guess what last night one of the girls posted a pic of her WITH EDDIE BRENT AND RYAN BBY IN FRONT OF THEIR TOUR VAN ARGH ARGH ARGH *SLAMS TABLES* *PUNCHES WALL* I am so sad I want to cry but i am quite impressed with my stalker skills but whatever maybe i was just lucky?? we'll never know

headed to hard rock and waited for around 4 hours and halfway this storm came and wrecked the entire place (i am kidding but wow it was flooded, the queues (with ppl and rain))but it stopped and we got in (ran more like, wildly and savagely) WE WERE LIKE AROUND 4-5th ROWS and the dj played rad music to hype us but idk sia should've played songs the same genre or similar to 1R's?? Like that time The Killers they played the same genre. My babies were late they were one hour late omg ppl were getting restless (please stop playing with my heart) and there was this giant sheet in front of the stage and when they opened up with 'Don't Look Down' and we saw their shadows AND AHHHHHH I'm so sorry but I really can't rmb the setlist cuz I was just too hyped up do you know how surreal this feels? Like all these years I've been watching live performances and full concerts on YouTube and I'm forever just so impressed and swept away by the band and their showmanship and to actually witness it life I just cannot come to terms with it. Its like having the biggest most intense crush on this boy who's defo out of your league and one day he admits that he is completely nuts for you YKNOW THAT FEELING?!?!?! but being at this concert beats that anyway the crowd was way better than the one at The Killers and somehow we got pushed to like the 3rd row hahaha but halfway these two bitchez kept trying to cut in front like what to heck its just rows and rows of bodies pressed up against one another how the heck are you gonna squeeze through?!??!?!?! BACK OFF they kept shoving but I human barricaded them HAH so sad I could only see through gaps but cuz we were so near I could see pretty alright LOL and Ryan bby threw his towel into the crowd at one point and it was madness like the ppl behind us were pulling/tugging and ppl were falling like what the I mean its pretty cool to have a towel Ryan bby used but to the point of getting physically hurt?!?!? Like just enjoy the music and chill (or rather mosh) sigh it just hurts to watch videos of last night I just cringe and close the tab too painful :( btw David and I both got picks that Eddie threw into the crowd near the end, like one literally landed on his shoe?!?!? He said its fate (airport meet up) and he found one on the ground and gave it to me. I tried googling if the picks were for sale anywhere AND NO THEY ARE NOT IT IS NOW MY MOST PRIZED POSSESSION maybe if I used it I'll sound like 1R and dammit Ryan bby he kept showing off his runs UGH WHY CANT I MARRY YOU if you're a loyal reader (tryna elevate my status ahahahh) you'll notice that my bio says 'Ryan Tedder is my inspiration' HELLS TO THE FREAKING YEAH had that since forever oh yes they perfumed snippets of We Found Love, Wonderwall, Cry Me A River wow just wow hands down the best concert I've ever attended I am going to be sad for the rest of my lyf nth to look forward to sigh I wished they played their older songs tho sigh gosh I cannot imagine if Coldplay comes my pcd will probably swallow me whole. btw I am waiting for the pics they took at the gig to be up haha side note: I think the best way to attend a concert is w/o recording or taking pics the entire time like snap a few just for commemoration purposes but not the whole time like where's the fun???? 

AHHHH I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY AGAIN