all i want in life

while i was scrolling through pages and pages of sales items on asos (don't act like you don't do that) 'have yourself a merry little christmas' was playing on the radio and i didn't notice that Chris freaking Martin aka my baby aka one and only antirockstar who is actually the raddest rockstar, sang it until the DJ mentioned it and i felt so ashamed. anyway i went to youtube it and while i was listening to it i kinda realised that ultimately, what i really really am looking forward/want in life is to spend christmas with sheets of snow (instead of this torrential heat) with fam and buds and maybe, just maybe (if i am lucky) with future soulmate wherever you are. mock me all you want but as cheesy or lame this sounds i cannot imagine living without this experience like how in the world can it feel like christmas without snow? maybe I've been brought up on too much media poison, force fed and all but i don't think i can ever feel complete without spending christmas with snow like i don't need gifts on christmas, just give me snow and it'll prolly be the best christmas ever.