today was the last day of school for my would-have-been SA mates and funny how i was so close to a entirely different life and i still wonder what it would be like. i'd prolly get where i'd wanna be faster, and i think i would be able to land into my dream course in Uni, and i think it'll be really tough, i'd prolly be really depressed but at the same time, i think it might've been a great test of my limits. and in an alternate universe, i would've graduated today.

but there are plenty of alternate universes out there, there is one where i would be Paris Hilton, one where i'd be learning to hold my breath underwater, and one where i may actually really hate writing, and its pointless to be ~emotional~ about every missed chance/encounter i did not take. but once in awhile, i cannot help but just think about it, after all, i was so so close to living that alternate universe. but if i lived that alternate universe, i wouldnt have met all these amazing, hilarious so talented and passionate ppl around me. i must say, this is the first time i am in the presence of such passionate friends and it inspires me so much to always always always write better, to bleed more, and grow creatively. honestly speaking, back in xms, the only person i was very inspired with was PJ because of her love for dance and i found that v liberating!!

maybe there are ppl like that too in SA but you cant deny the presence of it here!!!!
so thats all there is to say, and im really psyched for my turn graduate 2 years from now with my buds and to gordy.... HAPPY GRADUATION!!!!! i know how sadhappy you are (or is it happysad??) but you did it bebs and im so proud of you!!!! :--))) time to DESTROY A'S