if eyes could speak

ah, jayvien and rayvien are growing up so fast!!
their both so adorable ~~~

Dear 102'09 - 202'10

How time flies. it seems just like yesterday when we arrived at the gates of Xinmin, that awkward feeling, no one you know is around. Just you, against the world.

You hang around the parade square, because everyone else is doing it, and you hope that you'll discover that you're not the only one drowning in this sea of unknown faces.

Finally, some sort of relief washes over you when some corny music starts blasting from the speakers, and everyone makes their way to the parade square.

"Where the hell is 102?" you think.

Then you see it, a card that says "102."

You walk towards the card held up high in the air, clutching the sling of your bag, trying to, you know, "play it cool."

You stand beside a girl who smiles shyly at you.

You smile back.

That was two years ago.

Look how things have changed.

Dear 102'09 - 202'10,

Do you still remember Sec 1 life? What a joke! Everyday in school was just goofing around, throwing pebbles/stones/rocks into the "eco-garden" our classroom was just beside, kicking them into the drain, staring longingly into the SRR, hoping we would get our chance someday, complaining how tiring it was to climb up 6 flights of stairs every bio lesson.

Wow, we were so young.

Remember how our beloved Mr Chin would start every lesson with "Class, take out your student handbook, administrative matters first. " We always loved to mimic him. Lessons on Monday was like a "Stay awake Day". Basically, everyone fell asleep or zoned out during Langarts, and CE and Assembly. Yawn. But it was cool while it lasted. I mean, Mr Chin showed us Michael Jackson's music video, which form teacher does that when everyone's bored? :)

Come CNY, we all had red packets, 2bucks each baby!! Courtesy of Mr Chin. Not forgetting those apples on Youths' Day.

Remember how silent we always were during Reading? Haha, damn funny. Miss Lee would bomb us with questions and there would always be silence. HAHAHA.

Oh and the HCL students who would always rush to 104 whenever its chinese lessons, hoping we would not get scolded by Cai Lao Shi. Ahh, what memories.

Homecoming's "Haunted House" was a failure, but who care's when we had fun? And our first official excursion to watch "Crabflower." Ahh, we were singing Pokerface at the back and everyone else told us to shut up.

Those volleyball and badminton cheering sessions, I have to admit, were great bonding sessions.

AND THEN OMGZXC ITS SEC TWO AHHHHHHHHHH

This year was crazy.

GUESS WHAT, OUR DARLING MATHS TEACHER IN SEC 1 WAS ACTUALLY OUR FORM TEACHER FOR SEC 2!!!

Best.

Well, kinda...?

This year we kinda got into deep shiz with some teachers.

NOT TO MENTION WHO, but basically, almost everyone subject teacher,either

1) gave up on us

2) walked out of the classroom

3) punished us

4) scolded us

in other words, we were one of the "difficult classes" and like how Mr Lee puts it "EVEN WORSE THEN THE SEC 1s."

but, whatever la, we may be the noisiest class, but we're also the MOST BONDED.

WHADDUP! (like how kaely puts it)

Our bbt stall was a much greater success then our haunted house. A real great effort put in from everyone. NOT BAD. :) but we also weathered storms, like, how annoying we were, during every lesson, not cooperating with teachers, and all these, escalating into a huge mess! Thank God, xianzheng woke all of us up! But we learned from our mistakes, and, i guess we all grew up in one way or the other.

BUT HEY WAIT.

WE ARE NOT CALLED "202"

FOR NO REASON

AITES?

muahahahahahahahahaha.

Remember EL fest? Aderic with the gay hair? Ah, Yongkang was turned on HAHAHA

OH and gl-ing teachers, especially during MATHS!!! What an experience.

So, today was the last day. Our class chair was definitely NOT ready to let go off the class key.

Or leave the class when we were dismissed. GILLIAN AH GILLIAN.

We thanked Mr Lee for the last time.

Mr Lee: Thank you class!!

02: Thank you Mr Lee, goodbye and have a nice day, may God bless you!

GILLIAN: THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR 02! HIP HIP

02: HOORAY

GILLIAN: HIP HIP

02: HOORAY

GILLIAN: HIP HIP

02: HOORAY

acs and gang: TO ARTHUR!!!!

Yes, TO ARTHUR!

For putting up with our nonsense, marking our screwed handwriting, trying his best, to make this final year for us, a great one.

Ah, you guys are the best people I've ever known.

Its hard to come to terms with the fact that, we can never assemble in the parade square as a class, slack in the hall during assembly as a class, or even get scolded as a class.

No more "CLASS STAND!!!" from Gillian,

no more "OI! GUYS, CLASS FUND!!!" from Huiwen,

no more "HAND IN YOUR MATHS!!!" from Kent,

no more "OI! EVERYBODY SHUDDUP!! SHOW SOME RESPECT TO TEACHER CAN ANOT?!" from Sly,

no more "Ivan, can you take care of your wife?" from Miss Ng.

Basically,

no more 202.

But like how Yeheng puts it "This is all part of life."

Yes, separation is indeed inevitable.

But, we wont say our goodbyes,

You know its better that way.

We wont break, we wont die,

Its just a moment of change.

We may no longer set up a stall together during Homecoming,

or slack outside the classroom beside the shooting range,

or smuggle food up during CCM,

or even share answers during tests.

(heehee)

But the bond will always be there.

And even though I am veryveryvery, reluctant to let go, i know that,

Once an 02-er, always an 02-er.

All the best yeah?

I love you guys so much.

2 years.

41 people.

1 class.

Love,

Kristie

ps. help me tag those i forgot to tag.

KEEP IN TOUCH YEAH.

i am not the kind of girl,

Who should be rudely bargin' in on a white veil
occasion,
But you are not the kind of boy,
Who should be marryin' the wrong girl,

whoo. i hope i can get into lit. like real bad. :(
anyway today's bio lesson was fun. we played with buttons haha.
cindy, jesmond, kent, yk, gillian, aderic, hw, pj, me and sh.
haha, so fun. can we play again tmr?

ah, i think i may cry tmr.

the feeling of blushing is so foreign to me.
:$
rr said i blushed as red as sh.
whoops haha.

i hope you did well.
its unstable now, though.

anyway, ytd yh and rr came to my place.
had a looooong discussion regarding dreams, fate blablabla.

seems like you always turn away.

sometimes.

do you believe in fate?

questions of science, science and progress,

hello.

ytd was class bbq at my place.
trust me, it was ______________
yeah, you can fill in the blank. :)
haha, i guessed it was kinda crazy, inviting the whole class to my place. but yeah, it was cool.
the bbq was kinda successful all thanks to jacky. and some other guys who started the fire.
thank god ntuc and 7-11 were nearby, ah, the bbq-ed food was scintillating. ahhhhhhhh. i can still taste it. ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

satay/ ahhhhhh.
really, best. i love 202.

ah, results today. ah.
i realise i keep saying ah.
more of a "ahhhhhhhh, " instead of an "ah!!!"
actually.
there's not much of a difference.
LOL.

eh thanks. :)
i wasnt emo la!!! just tired. haha, that reminds me, this morning i felt like drunk/disorientated/dazed. like a HANGOVER. ha-ha.

show me the photo for wad! real one better hor. haha. but thanks anyway. :)
your phone camera quite clear lor.

haha, okay.
BYE.

:)

go mi nam!!!

WTH.
70 PAGEVIEWS YTD.
WTH.

ahhh, i love you're beautiful, its so addictive.

SO KEEEE-YUUUTE OMG!!!! AHHHHH~~
hua chi~~~
-lovesick face-

teehee.
omg, really cant control my overwheming reactions hahahahaha
i can play hey soul sister!!! :)
teehee.

hey kris,
you were right,
you did managed to forsee it.
too bad your heart wasnt prepared huh.
too bad.

CLASS OUTING TMR.
somehow the song last friday night keeps replaying whenever i think of class bbq LOL.
ah.
ah/
ah.

shiz mann.
i can feel it inching up my skin.
prickling.
slowly.
steadily.

ah.

its called tedder.

hello, :)

i bought a uke yesterday with RR. i named it tedder. as in RYAN TEDDER. HAHAHA.
ah, im suchha scammer.

now my fingers are stinging. burning sensation.
owowow. haha but the sacrifice is worthed it baby!!!
next time i'll get like the white one that costs 66 bucks.
teehee.

i dont know what to feel.
this feels so unreal.
that look on your face was like.
i dont know how to describe.
what are you thinking?

please dont let me go.

how time flies.
that night i lay on my bed, contemplating the past year.
and then i drew up a wish list in my mind.
not a typical wish list listing what you really want badly, but rather, a wish list on how i would rather things turned out to be.

conclusion was, i wished 2010 never began.

Will those feet in modern times

HELLOHELLOHELLOHELLOHELLOHELLOEHELLO

TODAY WAS PJ'S B'DAY OMG

:)
we sat at the stairs and sang our hearts out to the rhythm of our souls.
:)

tell me, tell me, that whenever i close my eyes and think of 202, this will be the image i'll see.
jesmond played his guitar.
cooooooooooooooooooool.

then we went down to cut cake.
teehee.
pj throw face. :)

oh wait.
before that, me, g and rr went on the journey in search of the perfect cake.
thats why we took like, one hour! LOL!!
but.
actually.
ummmmm.
we went to
---s.
teehee.

then captain's ball!!!
eh not bad i scored.
:)

ANYWAY I GOT MY VIOLIN RESULTS SLIPS.
to my amazement, the examiner could sense my anxiety in the vibrations of the four strings.
which means,
he could understand how this kid was taking a giant leap of faith in taking an major exam after like 4 years since she last took one.
and he could tell that she really couldnt afford to fail,
otherwise
she might just lose her belief that maybe one day, her dreams of being a travelling musician might actually take flight.

so he said "i believe it is possible to attain a merit in grade 5"

ah, thats all she needed.

ahhhhhhhhhhh.
i checked the stats, wahseh, 49 views ytd.
WHATTHEFIRETRUCK
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
maybe this distancing thing might do me good.
the urge isnt that strong anymore,
and my evil plan,
i have no idea how to execute it.
maybe because i havent really sorted out every step.
ah.
whatever.
im confused now,
i just need something to remind me, why i came up with this slightest molecule of an idea for this evil plan of mine.

and maybe i might just.
like you know,
go with the flow?

anyways,
if this keeps up until like december,
maybe i should get something to deal with my anxiety issues.

okay this has completley no link to the previous paragraph.

ah
whatever.

ah.

WHAT THE.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
EXAMSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
ARE

over.


YEAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

HIS B'DAY SEHHHHHH

LADIDA

HAPPY B'DAY TIM

YOU'RE FINALLY TEN.

WHOO/

GOOD JOB.

sleep well/

hello.

whew, just a few more days and im prolly gonna get wild.
oh and i passed my violin!!!
its like the greatest thing ever.
whoohoo/

this has given me a push to live my life as a travelling musician but aish, i'll prolly be broke. but, whats a career without passion anyways?

so maybe i shall dedicate my life to passion, not wealth or banknotes.
even if it means i may not have any savings at all, but yeah, kinda worth it.

hmm, chinese is succha joke.
english was pretty okay
hist was kinda smooth i guess
maths was fine, except for that FIRETRUCKING 10 MARK TRIGO QUESTION
annnnnd, science.
is out to get me.

science sucks la.

sianzxc.

but at least there's still like paper one to pull my results up.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
actually now im quite unsure if i should carry out my evil plan.
time has been running out for me.
so if i carry it out on the 15 oct, its not gonna work.

yeah maybe i have no faith in myself.
but sometimes, you keep trying and trying,
and each time failure hits you like chrisbrown
and you get so afraid of trying,
you rather just sit and watch how things play out.

i wouldnt say its a fantastic movie,
because obviously nothing much happens,
but lotsa things happen in my mind.

sometimes i cant help but think.

like,
"why is it that i ______?"

or,

YOUR FREAKING THOUGHTS ARE SO HARD TO DECIPHERRRRRRRRR.

hmph.

lets just say that im observant.
but its hard to you know, uhh, "observe" you?
anyways,

life can just go on as it is.

and it wouldnt be much different.

the script

Tried to break her to a science
In an act of good defiance
I broke her heart.
There's a pull up on her theories
There's a watch her growing weary
I broke her heart.
Having heavy conversations
About the frivilous constellations of our souls. oh
We're just trying to find some meaning
In the things that we believe in
But we got some ways to go.
Of all of the things that she's ever said
She goes and says something that just knocks me dead.

You won't find faith or hope down a telescope
You won't find heart and soul in the stars
You can break everything, down to chemicals
But you can't explain a love like ours.

Ooohhhh
It's the way we feel, yeh this is real.
Ooohhhh
It's the way we feel, yeh this is real.

I tried pushing evolution
As the obvious conclusion of the start.
But it was all my own amusement
Saying love was an illusion of a hopeless heart.
Of all of the things that she's ever said
She goes and says something that knocks me dead.

You won't find faith or hope down a telescope
You won't find heart and soul in the stars
You can break everything, down to chemicals
But you can't explain a love like ours.

Ooohhhh
It's the way we feel, yeh this is real.
Ooohhhh
It's the way we feel, yeh this is real.

Of all of the things that she's ever said
She goes and says something that just knocks me dead

You won't find faith or hope down a telescope
You won't find heart and soul in the stars
You can break everything, down to chemicals
But you can't explain a love like ours.

Ooohhhh
It's the way we feel, yeh this is real
Ooohhhh
It's the way we feel, yeh this is real

my evil plan may not be carried out afterall.
i found two strands of copper hair on my head. LOL

hmm.

The Script - Science and Faith with Lyrics

MAGIC

hello.
hmm, i dont think i'll be able to use the comp for the next two weeks.
EOYS BABY.

ahhh, science and faith is out!!!

"haha dont miss me too much"
"cannot, miss you too much alr"
1209.

:(

i wished i could.
so badly.

i deleted my whole message box haha.
hmm.

this week i've been behaving weirdly. like. weirdly la. haha.
long gone.

i wonder.

im kinda confused. :(
maybe. just maybe.