got you high~~

She's got you high is succha dreamy uplifting song! I love the 500 Days of Summer soundtrack. Anyway, I've finally removed my braces heh ppl have commented how nice they look FLATTERED :$ I hope my teeth don't move until I get my retainers :p well, at least I have pretty enough teeth ^^

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there goes the fear

yknow in movies/shows/books there's always this geeky socially awkward (and pretty awesome) male lead who's smitten with this really popular/gorgeous/charming/attractive girl that makes him go, 'ahh, she's so lovely'. And usually the male lead does whatever he can to talk to her and through his attempts, this beautiful human being is just really mean to him but even so the male continues to be smitten with her. Sucks mann why do attractive ppl always have to be so mean. The reverse is true, btw. And by reverse I don't mean unattractive ppl being nice, no one is unattractive, unless your personality really sucks. By 'reverse' I mean the roles of geeky male lead and pretty female lead, reversed.

Anyway, I'm planning to trend #pickuplines again. Yes I know, the previous attempt was a massive failure firstly because my account was private. But now its public so there might be a high chance of success. But first, I've gotta update my list of pickuplines. Lemme practice. My skills are getting rusty. Hm: my arms are like a blanket, I could keep you warm. EWW THAT WAS BAD. Haha I think I'll work it out somehow which also reminds me that since Desperation Day is coming real soon, my pickuplines might come in handy for whoever who might need it. So Dr Kristie is in da house!!!!!!!! I know I may be the least romantic person in the entire Universe but other than that my pickuplines are extremely useful #TrueStory oh that time, I asked Siri 'Siri, where can I find pickuplines?' Siri: 'Do you mean pickup trucks?' -____- SIRI SIRI-OUSLY SUCKS

I'm finally removing my braces tmr after plenty of delay! WHADDUP! let's see, I started my treatment in August 2010 so that means.. I only needed a year and 5months! Wow that's actually shorter then how long I took to get out of my 'selfpity' state! (Actually I might not even be sure if I'm entirely out of it, I'm succha loser.) Anyway, I think I'll miss my braces, but then again I CAN FINALLY AUDITION FOR A COLGATE/DARLIE AD! WHOOHOO and idk why but I'm getting really really weird dreams nowadays. Dreams that would prolly paint me out to be a creep because I'm telling you, these dreams are just so.... Unexpectedly wild. And when I wake up I'll be like 'What in the world was that dream for, brain?!' but honestly, these really weird dreams provide entertainment for my really monotonous  semicharmed life. I realised that when my days are uneventful, its turmoil in my mind. It's almost like I can't control my thoughts, my mind wanders to so many places, so exhausting. But when things are actually 'happening' in my life, that's when I'm so drained physically, I don't have the energy to let my mind wander. Which might actually be healthier. Well its a Monday tmr, and I'm gonna need my 'sleep ready' playlist for the bus ride to school. So yeah gonna add some Hall and Oates, Coldplay and of course 'I Want it That Way'. Mann that's a song I listen to everyday Backstreet Boys are so cool. Have a lovely week ahead guys! :) this was a long post heh

Do you have a telescope? Because there are stars in your eyes. *_*

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'that's why I fell in...to this situation with you!'

I AM SO BEAT. Sprawled across my reliable/comforting bed right now! So, I went to kester/belicia's place today for dinner with some other folks from church and it was really great! We sat in the open, with this really long table dotted by IKEA lamps, those 'outdoor' lamps. I mean their house is seriously super awesome especially after the renovation! There's this huge open area (carpet grass) that leads to the kitchen and every room in the house is so organised! The best part is the minuscule attic (there's a ladder) where all the books are kept and there are huge cushions its so cosy! ^^ you could hold a small wedding gathering here okaye. No joke. My house is gonna be as legendary. When I get my own. Anyway, after being dragged to Dance Central I kinda realised smth. While I was attempting to recreate the moves, I noticed a few adults holding up cameras recording the whole process.. and since I was 'battling' Elvira, (who's a pro) I prolly came across as, having terrible coordination skills, and it was no surprise who lost. Seriously, I am THAT bad at dancing HAHA but I'll figure it out before prom :) our sec 4 batch hid out in the study room for a Phineas and Ferb marathon PLS DO NOT JUDGE. its like the best PG sitcom (besides Spongebob). I love being in the 'attic' its really cosy heh well, today was a great day, I hope you guys had a great one too, and even if it wasn't that great, well tmr, it will be better :) nights!

Oh yes, anyone wanna hear the most haunting cover of 'Spotlight'? Pls lemme know, you'll be blown away listening to this. BTW IT'S NOT MY COVER HAH

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like spouse like parent?

Today Ms Lie said that there's this theory when your spouse will share a few pretty obvious traits with either of your parents. At first I thought she was kidding, then I rmb that HIMYM did an episode on this theory and revelation, its true!!!!!!! So in the episode, Ted and co. notice some similarities between Nora and Loretta, (Barney's mum) like how Nora hugs him by placing one hand on his back and the other hand stroking the nape of his neck 3 times, which is something Loretta does. And Lily realizes that Marshall loves all kinds of board games just like her father and the same for Marshall who pictured his dad in place of Lily. Well, if this theory proves legit.... I.. uh. I'm prolly gonna marry someone who can't take my singing at night.

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when life sucks

We all have one of those days that simply go awry for no reason at all and right now I'm having those days. Well today just simply sucks, nothing is going right, I have so much stuff on my hands, I'm so exhausted both physically and emotionally, all I want is to crawl into bed and forget everything. But of course that's not going to happen, better get myself tgt and pull through the remaining hours of today. Tmr will be a better day. Yay for optimism!!!!! No really, I'm barely optimistic. just when I thought things couldn't worsen any further..... They did. Okaye sucks mann. But yes it will be better tmr. I may not have awesomed today, but tmr I'll awesome everywhere. But for now............. Lemme deal with today. Have a great day guys! (or what's left of it)

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So, its day 1 of CNY or rather day 3 of family time. Went to my gramps place in the morning, and once again I am convinced that 'hotness' does indeed run in the family. #TrueStory HAHA I know my blog is rather void of pictures but once Ting posts the pictures on Facebook, yknow they're gonna be here :) Anyhoo, once my cousins left, it was pretty awkward when my distant relatives came. But thank God they didn't try to make small talk with me. Ah then we went to my grandaunt's place and yeah back home now. Ah, family.

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this is the story of how I met your father.

Kidding I just couldn't think of a better title. Must be the Heineken. (tastes better than coke) anyway today was a pretty busy day. And a busy week too. Going visiting on Monday and Tuesday. And I have choir on Wednesday, removing my braces on Thursday (like finally), and choir plus dinner at kester/belicia's place on Friday WHICH I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TOO! and it also reminds me, kester was being so mean to me today :< he zoomed in on my face of the unglam picture of me and SHOWED EVERYONE grrrrrrr wait till I dig out some unglam pics of him. Anyway today's reunion dinner was pretty epic. We were halfway through our food when suddenly the house blacked-out Omg it was so hilarious. My youngest uncle was like 'OKAYE EVERYONE, IPHONES OUT!' HAHA I mean seriously, these things that happen during CNY reunion dinner.. one in a million. When the power resumed, my granddad played CNY songs over the radio, with the steamboat plus music, the place felt like a restaurant. No joke. I love it when everyone in the Ng side of the family are so enthusiastic about 'family'. That's really sweet. :) nights guys really beat.

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Meh I can't post pictures from my phone to my blog. well.......SUCKS TO BE YOU AHAHA. no really, sucks to be me.

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sweet, sugar, candyman!

So, the first round of reunion dinner was pretty good. Mascara is like the solution to almost non existent eyebrows. Oh yeah, uh huh uh huh. Okaye ignore that. Anyway, I'm gonna have to wear a really embarrassing dress for new year's. How embarrassing? Well I look like a walking Xmas tree in it. So yeah. But since I'm so used to embarrassing myself, might as well embrace it? So I'll be posting a picture but pls be kind HAHA its gonna be so bad you wished you didn't see it. Honestly, that dress..worst investment ever! It's almost natural for me to down liquor at every celebratory occasion, hmm, am I on my way to being alcoholic? Pls say no. But liquor is so so mysteriously tantalizing. Why do ppl dislike it? It kinda tastes depressing in a bittersweet manner. Like a sophisticated kind of sorrow. Okaye I'm definitely high. Church tmr and yet another round of reunion dinner, which reminds me, I need to work on my CNY greetings. Goodnight lonely minds.. I mean lovely minds. I'm praying hard I won't have crazy dreams again, they just mess up my being/mindset/everything. Btw, that's my cousin Sherry and I. :)

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In the end

It's the price I guess,

For the lies I've told

That the truth it no longer thrills me

Why can't we laugh?

When its all we have?

If we put these childish things away,

We lost the magic that we once had

In the end, in the end,

There's nothing more to life than love is that?

In the end, in the end

It's time for us to lose our weary minds.

Will you dance with me?

Like we used to dance,

And remember how we moved together

You are the torch and it all makes sense,

I've waited here for you forever

I've waited here for you forever

In the end, in the end

There's nothing more to life than love is that?

In the end, in the end

It's time for us to lose our weary minds

We're lost till we learn how to ask

We're lost till we learn how to ask

We are lost till we learn how to ask

So please, please, just ask

In the end, in the end

There's nothing more to life than love is that?

In the end, in the end

It's time for us to lose our weary minds

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lose our weary minds

'Why did you come back?'

'Because I missed you!'

I don't think that was the main reason but AWWW. :')

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in all of the noise, I am silence

Do you know anyone who constantly and so faithfully believes in fate? Or coincidence? I used to believe in fate when I wasn't as awesome, that whatever that happened was all meant to be, that whatever will be, was meant to be. And whenever something great/bad happen, I would just blame fate. But really, there's no such thing as fate. It's all bull. Fate is just an excuse for not wanting to do anything. And its also an excuse for not taking the blame. Because I learnt that whatever mistakes I've commited, I only have myself to blame, pushing the blame to fate? Well that's total bull. Fate does not take responsibility. Perhaps the only chances when fate might really exist are being in the same class in a new school.. yeah you get the drift.

One more thing. There is always a reason for every terrible/wonderful thing that happens. Don't give me bull like 'somethings just don't have a reason' if ppl leave for supposedly no reason at all, well obviously there is. And perhaps the most draining thing to do is to wonder what is the reason that they left. Most of the time I arrive at no reason. But I do agree on one fact. I simply wasn't good enough. To be worthed staying for. Sometimes you may not know reason but you can always conclude on a fact. In this case, why didn't I find out ages ago?

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Snow Patrol - In The End

in the end, in the end, its time for us to lose our weary minds.

revelation

Today I realised a lot of stuff about myself. Everytime I intend to do smth cool I wound up being an embarrassment to myself. Which is quite sad but kaely says that's what makes me special and shihui says that other ppl would feel embarrass but I don't so that makes me unique.

Okaye the point of this post is an ego boost for myself haha. I'm so exhausted like seriously shagged and its only Monday and I have a whole week ahead of me. Sigh I hope choir doesn't end too late on Wed. Shall go hit my chem notes and lit homework. Cya guys!

Okaye my dad said something just now which I found pretty interesting. You see, my dad works at BCA, which is Building and Construction Authority and since its a government linked company, its quite huge, and majority of the building and construction issues/projects in Singapore come under BCA. So my dad said today BCA received a complaint letter regarding the construction works going around a primary school and that the construction has caused some inconvenience and such... And guess who wrote the letter? Wait for it, a p6 kid from that particular primary school! That's like Tim's age! Can't imagine mann. And my dad said that p6 kid wrote like an adult, his words and tone.. wow. It was handwritten btw. So this just speaks volumes about kids these days. Getting more vocal huh. If Tim actually wrote a letter to one of the biggest companies in Singapore..... You can call me Swarley forever. But its not gonna happen HAHA. Really, applaud that kid.

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my math is surprisingly good when it comes to moolah

I DID THE MATH. if I save an average of 8bucks for 9weeks, I would have 72bucks, which leaves me short of 69bucks to 141bucks, which can be easily cleared during CNY and I'll have enough to GO TO THE FF CONCERT! and if my folks are gonna sponsor me (my bday is 5 days later from 2nd March) I SHOULD HAVE ENOUGH AHHHHHHHHHHHH so that's settled.

BUT.

if my folks decide not to lemme go......... -whips out gun and positions in mouth and pulls trigger-

In the mean time, I shall hunt for concertmates and probably go back to my chem. As in my chem notes not MCR.....HAHA I'm hilarious okaye I'm mad.

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rainwashed histories

I'm having a severe case of stm. I can barely rmb what happened in the past week x_x I must be getting old. Heh Anyhoo today is Friday the 13th and its supposedly 'unlucky' yknow but actually if everyone's gonna be unlucky, doesn't it balance out? So it'll kinda be the same? Do I make sense HAHA oh yes we've been doing choreography for Melizo this week. Which is a breath of fresh air from singing and singing and wait for it..... Singing. But the only problem is that... Um how do I say this. I'm usually awesome, just that when I dance, I'm just not awesome at all! AT ALL! I CAN'T COORDINATE MY HAND/FEET MOVEMENTS OKAYE! If you see how Finn dances... Well I'm like that. HAH, I'm gonna embarrass myself. Please take it easy on me thanks. MOVING ON!

Since its our senior year, we get to have a special item and you can count on it to be really fantastic so you guys better come. Nyehnyehnyeh >:)

Oh yes today was the collection of newspapers and while skimming through the mountains of stuff, Ivan found a two page Coldplay magazine article thingy and showed it to me. HAH you can guess what this fangirl did. I TORE OUT THE TWO PAGES AND STARTED HYPERVENTILATING WHOO HAHA THE MAG IS LIKE FROM 2009! THIS IS FATE NO DOUBT ABOUT IT. #ColdplayForever and btw we didn't win :( but it was fun anyway ^^

Annnnnnnnd Cairo dropped by choir today! WHADDUP! HAH her coffeshop boy has a girlfriend apparently, I told her to feed girlfriend to the kangaroos. Foolproof manslaughter scheme. Nah I kid. Really miss that hipster alot! So it was really great seeing her again. :)

The photos from Youth Camp is finally up on Facebook! Which is both a good and bad thing. Good because I look so cool in them and bad because............ #SocialSuicide for just this one particular picture and SOMEBODY JUST HAD TO TAG ME. RAWR >:( SERIOUSLY MANNZXC!

ANYWAY ANYWAY ANYWAY FOO FIGHTERS ARE PERFORMING IN SG ON 2 MARCH HAH 5 DAYS BEFORE NC16 OHMYGOSH I WANNA GOOOOOOOOOOOOIOOOOOOI

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Never been easy to calculate the risks and costs of anything. Yet most of the time, when faced with choices, I'm always able to deduce the likelihood of a choice that might actually work out. And after I weigh the possibilities, I go along with whatever decision I settle on. And most of the time the 'whole thing' just works out and goes more or less according to plan. And even if it doesn't, I'm usually prepared since I've already had a gauge how things would turn out. Perhaps I think too much before I actually act. But then again these are tough personal choices. So I guess its alright to overthink.

But really right now I'm stumped. I've never been good at hcl, my best ever since sec1 was a B4..which is like an A1 to me. And honestly I think my A2 was just cuz

I was lucky. I was scribbling bull for my essays and I hardly knew how to answer the compre questions. And I couldn't even be bothered, to tell you the truth, I didn't study for it. This just shows how much I've already given up on Chinese. I swear I'm just hellavu lucky girl. But the worst things happen to me so this is a miracle. And this will never happen again. I cane read the Chinese paper... Heck, I barely understand what tang lao shi is talking about in class and I failed my hcl last year overall. I can't guarantee that I'll do anything to improve my hcl since I really don't care anymore. Do I even want to enter jc? I honestly don't know. But there aren't any courses in poly that interest me. So the extra 2 points might either save me or finish me off. So the 2 points might not mean anything to me. I guess its do or die. So be it.

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worry.

One year from now we'll be sitting in the hall waiting for our results. Which will prolly determine perhaps the rest of our lives. I don't want to be crying out of disappointment when I receive my results. Gotta work real hard consistently. Sigh.

Really hope things turn out fine for you, don't worry though, it was really good. :)

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Okaye that was pretty bad

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the scientist

After months of trying to erode the memories so deeply imprinted and scarred on his heart, the scientist had finally found a solution to dissolve his pain. He had tried everything. To do whatever it took to erase the scintilating melody of her voice, they way her cinematic eyes found a void in his lonely soul, and of course, how she left an even deeper bottomless void in his heart when she left him. His feeble beating heart. Few have ever gone there (or even knew of its existence) and yet she, the most unexpected stranger, wounded up sneaking into his well guarded heart even making herself at home, in his very heart) without the usually observant and sensitive scientist, noticing at all.

How, could he ever, forgo her?

After a week of frantic manhunting, the scientist found himself sprawled over his sofa, beer bottle in hand, thoughts askew. His scientifically engineered mind had told him to list out all reasons for her departure, yet something else was working against him. It was a dull sickening blackhole somewhere in his chest. Tightening and throbbing, he swore he thought he was going to die. Hours later, in a secluded gay bar, he learnt from his new best friend, the bartender that 'its called heartache, honey'.

So, with heartache, the scientist resolved to find her. He did find her though, but when he did, he wished he never did. She was in the arms of another man, wearing another smile, living another life. In all his life of success, the scientist never felt more like a failure at that moment. What's left of him was nothing but a broken, wounded soldier. So he burned the traces of whatever she left behind. The flame licked each memory and slowly devoured it... the smoke curled and rose and morphed into odd forms. The scientist's sharp mind then recognized the queer forms..they spelled out the four familiar letters of her name. The scientist related the coincidence to his bartender who only shook his head and gave the scientist another of Bailey's to sober him up.

After 4 warning letters of possible sacking from his company and a rush of blood to the head kiss with his bartender, the scientist decided to emerge from the dust, grasping on to whatever he had left to find a solution to completely eradicating his memory of her. So he worked. He channeled all his desolation into sketching blueprints for his solution, determined to forget her face once and for all. He worked endlessly to end his misery.

The scientist hid his heart in the most secretive place he knew- the skeletons in his closet. This way, no one could ever find his heart, and no one could ever hurt him again.

On the 7th month of the scientist's prevalence, he found himself seated beside a ravishing brunette with curly locks at a conference staring intently at her dog eard and worn out notes. Out of pure curiousity, the scientist inquired the brunette. How her eyelashes curled when she peered into his lugubrious eyes, 'this, is my cure for heartbreak.' Later that night, the bartender would smirk while the scientist related his story, 'it was... Like she could read my mind..'  and underneath the dim light, the bartender saw something different about the scientist's sad hazel eyes.

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I said a

Bang, bang, bangity, bang! A bang, bang, bang, bang, bangity, bang!

Hello I've haven't been blogging for awhile now, mostly because of school and also because I can't think of anything interesting/relevant to blog about. Which just proves my point of this eternal writer's block I'm currently facing. -__- HAHA and since SOMEBODY has requested for me to update my blog. About time anyway.

So, the first week of school required some major adjustments. But I think I'll get used to it sooner or later. It doesn't really feel like its a new school year, more like a Monday after a really long weekend. Aye, its getting hectic but hopefully I'll manage somehow. Seeing my sec1 mentees putting on long pants makes me feel like a proud mum. They've all grown up :')

Hm, since this is my last year in school, I'm overwhelmed with thoughts of the future. Where I want to be, and who I'm going to be. I wouldn't say that your career defines you as a person but it speaks volumes of your identity. Anyway, here are some of my career interests.

I'm really into liquor, don't ask why. That subtle yet distinct scent of 'upper class depression' is always so refreshing. Different liquors have different stories, all hidden beneath that cork fastened at the mouth of the bottle. I find liquor extremely interesting, especially how they are concocted and preserved. Wouldn't it be really cool if I could work at a vineyard someday? Feasting discreetly on expensive cheese and wine all day. OHYEAH

I would also love to be a sailor. Which may be suicide for me, since I can't swim but still, the ferocity of the ocean/sea draws me in. It's like leading a lamb to a slaughterhouse. Okaye I kid HAHA but really, I love the sea, how I taste salt when the seabreeze whips wildly across my face, the smell of promising adventure, and really just the beauty of the sea as it is. God is great. I might consider working on the Dulos (i have no idea how its spelled) but its a missionary ship that floats around the world. The pay isn't great but really, money isn't everything. Or is it........? HAH but being at sea would really be wonderful.

Lastly, writing. I always was into writing used to be able to fill pages up with words. But I haven't been able to come up with any workable ideas. It's like my creativity tank is empty. Ohwell.

Really exhausted after a week of early morning bus rides well gonna catch up on some sleep this weekend!

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