the condensation, is building tension

Today was a horrid day but it was productive though. I see how productiveness is related to how my day went. Anyway I'm so tired nowadays idk why I WANNA BE DRUNK WHEN I WAKE UP, ON THE RIGHT SIDE OF THE WRONG BED imagine my shock 'who am I where am I what year issit' LOL I'm kinda stoked for the Olympics, basically cuz of the opening ceremony where all the lovely Brit bands would be playing pride and I GET TO SEE MY COLDPLAY and hopefully Snow P. Every day is a routine though, I need a break from routine but not like I can afford it. So I guess I'll have to slog it out. I wished sleep could replenish whatever energy and fury flames of a mugger but it doesn't the flames are extinguished and extinct, gone forever just like time. And I haven't been writing for ages yknow I really don't know if I'm a good/bad writer cuz no other writers critique my work. What if I completely suck as a writer and yet I continue to bask in my glorious oblivion omg BUT I SHALL JUST DO THAT let my mind deceive me. Yknow the heart is such a daft creature it always gets manipulated by the devious cunning mind. But there are exceptions though. Ah, come what may, gotta stick with routine no matter how sick it makes me. The only thing that's keeping me going is 'I promise you, all this would be worthed smth one day.' Press on! Persevere and conquer. Goodnight all.

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