downhill
a few weeks back i said that i can feel my life going downhill and today was just a sign that my gut feelings are always right. BUT ITS OK i calmed down and I'm feeling rather normal now but just to sum up this catastrophic day:
1) found out that i had to print out the address on my postcards which meant that i had to reprint them and that i wasted 15$
2) jo and i redid the stupid radio sfx like 5 frickin' times cuz it couldn't work and when we finally managed to do it we couldn't transfer it to my SD card WE SPENT LIKE 3 HRS ON THIS UGHHHHH
3) while walking down the slope with jo i slipped and fell right on my ass and LOL LUCKY THERE WASNT ANYONE AROUND BUT I LAUGHED IT OFF TO HIDE MY *TEARS* (no i didn't cry more like internal tears of humiliation)
4) got lost on the way to bras basah and while i was talking to my dad on the phone and i saw my bus leaving as i was turning around >:(
5) ended up crying like a loser at the busstop while whatsapping miki
6) stopped crying after i boarded the bus and my dad told me the printing shops were all closed
7) didn't know where to alight (or how to go home) since the bus was headed towards bras basah but i manage to get off as little india
sigh hopefully this is the worst day of my life so the rest of my days shall never be as hard as today it just an accumulation of shit and now my tailbone hurts so much i can't even bend down LOL this also marks the thousandth time I've sobbed on public transport/ in public but no shame ok let them tears fall my buds made me feel way way better though hehe sometimes life is just an ass and if this is what it means to be an adult then wow ok i have much learning to do it would be really embarrassing to be seen crying in public all the time but i still have 4 more years to learn but i am not gonna let myself believe that this marks my downfall or downward spiral or as i call it 'life coming to a halt'. gonna print my postcards tmr i better get an AD for this wish me luck tmr i have a hectic day even though SCHOOL HAS ENDED FOR ME??!! the problem with starting the school year in April is that you will end up having to go to school in Dec and it doesn't feel like christmas at all i thought since i have school then i would appreciate the christmas break even more BUT NO it is the complete opposite nevertheless i am leaving this place soon goodbye sg i am sick of you
1) found out that i had to print out the address on my postcards which meant that i had to reprint them and that i wasted 15$
2) jo and i redid the stupid radio sfx like 5 frickin' times cuz it couldn't work and when we finally managed to do it we couldn't transfer it to my SD card WE SPENT LIKE 3 HRS ON THIS UGHHHHH
3) while walking down the slope with jo i slipped and fell right on my ass and LOL LUCKY THERE WASNT ANYONE AROUND BUT I LAUGHED IT OFF TO HIDE MY *TEARS* (no i didn't cry more like internal tears of humiliation)
4) got lost on the way to bras basah and while i was talking to my dad on the phone and i saw my bus leaving as i was turning around >:(
5) ended up crying like a loser at the busstop while whatsapping miki
6) stopped crying after i boarded the bus and my dad told me the printing shops were all closed
7) didn't know where to alight (or how to go home) since the bus was headed towards bras basah but i manage to get off as little india
sigh hopefully this is the worst day of my life so the rest of my days shall never be as hard as today it just an accumulation of shit and now my tailbone hurts so much i can't even bend down LOL this also marks the thousandth time I've sobbed on public transport/ in public but no shame ok let them tears fall my buds made me feel way way better though hehe sometimes life is just an ass and if this is what it means to be an adult then wow ok i have much learning to do it would be really embarrassing to be seen crying in public all the time but i still have 4 more years to learn but i am not gonna let myself believe that this marks my downfall or downward spiral or as i call it 'life coming to a halt'. gonna print my postcards tmr i better get an AD for this wish me luck tmr i have a hectic day even though SCHOOL HAS ENDED FOR ME??!! the problem with starting the school year in April is that you will end up having to go to school in Dec and it doesn't feel like christmas at all i thought since i have school then i would appreciate the christmas break even more BUT NO it is the complete opposite nevertheless i am leaving this place soon goodbye sg i am sick of you
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