For some reason I can feel it in my bones my subconscious that one day smth terrible is going to happen due to my indecisiveness and I could be missing out on the greatest adventure of my life cuz I took too long to make up my mind and this is becoming a problem that should've been addressed 2 years ago and my belief that 'everything will work itself out' might not actually apply to this situation because it has been a year and my mind is still as tangled and unsettled and it is almost a joke my life is a joke the universe cannot take me seriously and I better sort this out before it worsens being indecisive and impulsive is a recipe for not completing anything at all