'It’s made me want to find a hole in the world in the shape of me and just fill it up'

Girls just ended its run and I must say character development for Adam's character has been staggering and stunning. The Adam of S1 was almost carnal, unambitious, dirty and just very scruffy too but the Adam of S3 is taking shape, its like he's actually morphing into a 'good' person. And I find Hannah and Adam very compatible, they're both very strange and in some way Hannah's default personality of being self-absorbed and attention seeking complements Adam's newfound drive and selflessness but in a way it seems like Adam is outgrowing Hannah and its very frustrating to watch Marnie and Hannah onscreen Marnie is the worst its as if she cannot function properly ever since Charlie dumped her. In some ways I guess I can kinda/sorta relate to Hannah i.e. she wants to a writer, so do i, and i also find it ironic that she lacks the capacity to emote for things that do not revolve around her yet is so needy for emotional validation and affection and pretty much just attention. I on the other hand, think that im actually emotionally impaired (which is very insulting if it were to come from other ppl) but not in the sense that I don't showcase my emotions, (in fact i tend to be very emotional) but when it comes to connecting on a 'deep/intimate/personal level' with a person, i am unable to just express my feelings and its frustrating for me, because i know that its frustrating for the other person yet i do not find a need to express my emotions and everyth just goes downhill from there. I wished I've seen more of Sosh and Jessa this season though, their storylines were just not properly dealt with ah well I still feel depressed watching Girls but at the same time I am thankful I am not one of the characters #mess