YOU ARE THE ONE THAT I WANT

sup yall a lot of my posts have been very touchy freely lately and after awhile it's just annoying to read about and dwell upon someone's self induced misery for prolonged periods but sorz la 60% of my problems are self induced and it's my own fault la lemme feel sad (but actually very ridiculous problems LULZ)

Brief update: 

1) went to this book launch on mon and I felt very conflicted after that idk I think I will always veer towards aesthetic appeal anyway I will elaborate this book launch was a collection of different series of photographs and a lot of the work was basically unapealing?? Like not the kind you expect to get a publication la but because it was very raw and honest it's not like anyth you really see (not the norm) then I got so conflicted like is this still art mann and is this another level of pretentiousness that is no longer pretentious like it has exceeded it's threshold do you get what I mean how is this art? How to define art?? And why do I sound so pretentious on paper sadgal96 I hate it so much I need to have more depth sigh 

2) had the chance to catch Grease at MBS for free haha i love my school and wow it was so great but too short!!! Wicked was spectacular i will never forget that dragon head above the stage but the cast was so great esp their voices!!! considering a potential career path in theatre IM NOT EVEN KIDDING HAHA its so strenuous but fulfilling, there is nth like the adrenaline you feel onstage i just need to learn how to coordinate my limps LOL this is such a hindrance to my life BUT YES!!!!! one day la haha you will see me onstage