re-blood your history

what an unusual phrase, what does it even mean, to re-blood one's history? all i can think of is, letting myself spill all over your past, bloodshed is never painless. what a great line. a line taken from 'i want to tell you yes' by kallie falandays. i think i want to unravel every lilt of your name. i think i want to wear your skin on my back. i think i'd still want your rust and decay. i think i am just chalk and lint.

havent been writing in a while, havent had the urge to write, havent been writing well, what a disappointment LOL but its alright, i am hoping i get really ~emotional~ or inspired and finally maybe write a little

i think my life is a series of everything and nothing happening at the same time. it is pretty great actually. attended El's japanese themed party had fun dressing up as kawaii as possible i really want a japanese name this is not a phase!!! i am legit serious about japanese culture speaking of which i better go #muggersiao mode for my japanese test tmr im dead im dead i'll be back