surreal

i better type this down before my memory gets all hazy it feels so surreal like my brain hasn't registered that I've spent the past 6 days in Cambodia which, coincidentally, are the last 6 days of the year and now that i am back it feels like its the 26th of Dec and i have to carry on with the remaining days I FEEL SHORTCHANGED (in other words) but the past 6 days are prolly the most meaningful days I've ever lived. i mess things up a lot to the extent where i wonder if I'm doing it on purpose but if there was only a handful of things in my entire life i did right, it would be going for this trip i am sleep deprived and feeling displaced but i feel so fulfilled.

happy 2014 guys