I KEEP DANCING ON MAH OWN

the past few days have been hella eventful i cant even rmb what happened but here is a summary:

1) got a job and subsequently got fired LOL (this happened after i told my boss i got another job interview) 

2) have a HORRIBLE/UGLY tan (more like STAIN) from getting sunburnt in ahem Beverly Hills 90210 on thurs with T110 thursday funday xx will elaborate more but i cannot rmb anyth that has happened other than the fact that it was hella fun yknow how some days are remarkable and some days aren't? well this was a really remarkable day and even tho the details elude me it was sucha great day :))) btw how do i get rid of a tan or does it haunt me for the rest of my life? this is a serious question i am not prepared to live with this consequence, you see i go 'outside' AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS 

3) I miss performing so much i can't wait for melizo feels so great to be singing again have to go back to school TWICE every week but nvm its worth it 

4) below are some pics from kenneth's 18 wah i tell you i was freaking out before it happened thank God for bel/zac and LRR ok i accidentally smeared a little of the cream from the cake on my hand and i started crying omg i think i have some anxiety issues being serious here i get so anxious and stressed about the most mundane insignificant stuff for eg. taking a passport pic and buying cny clothes like i literally was so stressed about it my assignments took a backseat idk if this is a real problem or what but from this i conclude:

1) i cannot be a wedding planner 

2) i am never getting married and if i do i will cry every single day a month before the wedding due to anxiety/stress/nervousness etc and i will freak out a few times a day 

but yay almost everyone was there im so happy it was a success happy bday bestie pls dont feel guilty or stressed ok i did this cuz its ur bday its ur day you are not obliged to reciprocate so STOP beating yourself up over it. thankful for everyone who involved sorry i cannot plan everyone's bday i'll just do a different one every year ok and wow surprise kenneth's bud (the one ive been corresponding with from nyjc) is surprise surprise cute hahahaahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahah 

i love this pic so much look at all of us laughing we look so happy this is such a 'girls' moment :)) there's another pic which i destroyed by saying STOP and stretching out my hand LOL i have ruined so many polaroids in my lyf

 i am standing on a stool in case you're wondering how i got so tall and that sexy backdrop is done by LRR 

kok literally thought for 5 mins what pose to do for this shot 

#whitetrash

the next few days of my life may or may not be eventful pls pray that it will my entire 2 months hinges on tmr may God bless me